In case you haven’t gotten enough o f my random travel lately, I spent this past weekend in Boston. I had all sorts of expectations of what I thought this city would be like, and not only were those expectations met, they were exceeded.
Boston is different than any other city I've been to before. Unlike most big cities (especially my dear ol Atlanta) Boston is very much a walk-friendly place. Of course to get some places, it is better to take a taxi or "The T" but for the most part you can do a lot of walking.
I stayed on the North End, the part of town basically covered in Italian restaurants and bakeries. I feel like each part of town has a designated race of people who generally take over, which I think is so fun.
I got my grand tour on Saturday. Saw the water, saw all of Boston from a restaurant called Top of the Hub, walked through parks, saw Frog Pond/ice-skating rink, did a little shopping and just enjoyed the time I had in the city. I feel like every time I saw something different I began to like the city more and more. If only Boston existed in the south with nice warm weather, it could be the perfect place. The weather was pretty cooperative on Saturday and I wasn’t too cold, well, until we went out on Saturday night. Cocktail dresses and heels are not very Boston winter friendly and I was so cold, but I didn’t complain (much).
We went to a party (I wish I remember the area we were in) and I met a lot of new people. We then walked over a few blocks to a bar in Liberty Hotel. Liberty Hotel is absolutely gorgeous. Definitely a great end to a great day.
Sunday brought more walking except this time, it was SO COLD. Boston was definitely giving me the full Boston winter experience. I hate the cold, I hate snow (thankfully there wasn’t any), but being in Boston and just being excited to see everything made it all much more bearable.
Definitely a city I would recommend visiting, I will definitely be back, hopefully sooner rather than later. Unfortunately, I was there when the Bruins werent playing at home, so no hockey fix for me. I will plan better next time! :)
Monday, December 19, 2011
Monday, December 12, 2011
New York, New York
Can I tell you how much I adore New York? It is by far one of my favorite cities I have visited so far. Last week I spent Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday in New York enjoying everything it had to offer (well let's be serious, not everything). Wednesday we arrived and went and found a bar (duh) and enjoyed some time with our dear friend and some of the musicians we had brought along for one of the events we attended.
Wednesday night we had dinner at Gotham Bar and Grill. The food was so freaking good I can't even describe it. I was in heaven. Travel took the day out of me, so I ended up in bed way before the others, but they all had a great night out.
Thursday Kate, Al and I spent most of the day running around Times Square. We got pictures at all the fun Christmas stuff they have decorating the town. We strolled down the diamond district practically drooling over every ring, necklace, bracelet and pair of earrings we saw. Holy cow, I swear we both picked out like 50 different things that we just have to have.
Thursday afternoon took us to 21 Club for lunch. 21 Club is one of the first prohibition bars and the atmosphere is so fun. Lunch was ok, but the company was great. I had such a good time getting to know a few more faces and making some new friends. I ended up leaving a littler early to meet a new friend of mine so that I could continue to tour the city. He and I went to see the tree at Rockefeller Center (something I have always wanted to see). It is just as awesome as I expected it to be. We then made our way to Central Park and other places throughout the city before having to go back to our hotels to get ready for the formal party.
Thursday night the crew met at Marquee Night Club for drinks, dinner, some great music, and more socializing. Marquee is really pretty and we had the whole thing to ourselves so it was nice to have lots of space. Kate and I wore our long formal dresses which we LOVE. After Marquee we headed over to PJ Clarkes for another drink and to meet with more people who we know/met in New York. By far my favorite night in New York this trip.
Friday was the day we had to leave, but not before we had lunch at Le Cirque. The food here was so good. I havent laughed so much in so long. We met some man who offered to fly us back up to NYC andput us up in a nice hotel for New Years... tempting, but dont worry, we are not going.
Our flight was at 7 and we had still not left the restaurant by 5. We were convinced we would miss our flight considering we still had to get our bags from the hotel. We found the best cab driver ever who raced us through the city and got us to the airport by 6. It was amazing. We even made it in time to enjoy some champagne and icecream in the airport. A great end to a great trip.
My thoughts on moving there are still there so dont be shocked if one day Im telling you I'm moving up north.
New York will always have a piece of my heart and I hope that this time around it isnt a year between visits. Until next time New York City.
Wednesday night we had dinner at Gotham Bar and Grill. The food was so freaking good I can't even describe it. I was in heaven. Travel took the day out of me, so I ended up in bed way before the others, but they all had a great night out.
Thursday Kate, Al and I spent most of the day running around Times Square. We got pictures at all the fun Christmas stuff they have decorating the town. We strolled down the diamond district practically drooling over every ring, necklace, bracelet and pair of earrings we saw. Holy cow, I swear we both picked out like 50 different things that we just have to have.
Thursday afternoon took us to 21 Club for lunch. 21 Club is one of the first prohibition bars and the atmosphere is so fun. Lunch was ok, but the company was great. I had such a good time getting to know a few more faces and making some new friends. I ended up leaving a littler early to meet a new friend of mine so that I could continue to tour the city. He and I went to see the tree at Rockefeller Center (something I have always wanted to see). It is just as awesome as I expected it to be. We then made our way to Central Park and other places throughout the city before having to go back to our hotels to get ready for the formal party.
Thursday night the crew met at Marquee Night Club for drinks, dinner, some great music, and more socializing. Marquee is really pretty and we had the whole thing to ourselves so it was nice to have lots of space. Kate and I wore our long formal dresses which we LOVE. After Marquee we headed over to PJ Clarkes for another drink and to meet with more people who we know/met in New York. By far my favorite night in New York this trip.
Friday was the day we had to leave, but not before we had lunch at Le Cirque. The food here was so good. I havent laughed so much in so long. We met some man who offered to fly us back up to NYC andput us up in a nice hotel for New Years... tempting, but dont worry, we are not going.
Our flight was at 7 and we had still not left the restaurant by 5. We were convinced we would miss our flight considering we still had to get our bags from the hotel. We found the best cab driver ever who raced us through the city and got us to the airport by 6. It was amazing. We even made it in time to enjoy some champagne and icecream in the airport. A great end to a great trip.
My thoughts on moving there are still there so dont be shocked if one day Im telling you I'm moving up north.
New York will always have a piece of my heart and I hope that this time around it isnt a year between visits. Until next time New York City.
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Christmas on my own, Part 2
As promised I have pictures of my Christmas decor (or at least the really fun stuff)
Wreaths in my kitchen. There are 3 of them and they all light up (the lights obviously look better when the flash doesnt go off) I love them.
My Tree! It's the perfect little tree for me. I also added the reindeer that were made a while ago (I think by my Dad) and the present boxes I bought last year. Soon enough this tree will have lots of Christmas presents under it.
My outside:
Full view (sorry this is a bad picture)
My Reindeer close up
Mat and Snowmen
My pinterest wreath, which I love, love, love!
Wreaths in my kitchen. There are 3 of them and they all light up (the lights obviously look better when the flash doesnt go off) I love them.
My Tree! It's the perfect little tree for me. I also added the reindeer that were made a while ago (I think by my Dad) and the present boxes I bought last year. Soon enough this tree will have lots of Christmas presents under it.
My outside:
Full view (sorry this is a bad picture)
My Reindeer close up
Mat and Snowmen
My pinterest wreath, which I love, love, love!
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Christmas on my own
For the first year, well ever for that matter, I am living in my own place for Christmas which made it really easy to decorate just the way I wanted and man did I decorate. I will have to post pictures later next week (as I'm dumb and cant get photos from my phone to the computer and my camera is at the house), but I promise to post some.
I collected a lot of my own new stuff last year on sale at Pier One as well as Walmart and other places around Auburn. I also collected a few things this year as well. Items include reindeer and snowmen outside, wreaths I customized in my kitchen, a handmade pinterest ornament wreath outside, a precious Christmas mat, my own precious REAL tree filled with ornaments I have collected throughout my life (Mom bought us ornaments every year since we were babies).
Last weekend, when I was home for Thanksgiving Mom gave me some more stuff. Things she was either going to throw out or let the rest of the family have... Most sad realization ever. She was getting rid of so many things that I grew up with at Christmas time every year! Unacceptable. Needless to say, I have a lot of stuff randomly adorning my house (some of which I don't exactly have space for yet). Either way I have it all and one day I will have a house big enough to house it all.
I love Christmas and Christmas decorating. And the fact that it is allowing me to combine my obsession with pinterest makes me love it even more.
Next week I'm off to enjoy some more Christmas spirit in one of my favorite cities to visit, NEW YORK CITY! Since I have never been at Christmas time, I plan to be the obnoxious tourist who wants to see everything. On the agenda I have Rockefeller Center Christmas tree, Central Park (surely they do something Christmasy too), and FOA Schwarz (where I fully intend to pretend like I am a child). If you have other Christmasy suggestions let me know!
I collected a lot of my own new stuff last year on sale at Pier One as well as Walmart and other places around Auburn. I also collected a few things this year as well. Items include reindeer and snowmen outside, wreaths I customized in my kitchen, a handmade pinterest ornament wreath outside, a precious Christmas mat, my own precious REAL tree filled with ornaments I have collected throughout my life (Mom bought us ornaments every year since we were babies).
Last weekend, when I was home for Thanksgiving Mom gave me some more stuff. Things she was either going to throw out or let the rest of the family have... Most sad realization ever. She was getting rid of so many things that I grew up with at Christmas time every year! Unacceptable. Needless to say, I have a lot of stuff randomly adorning my house (some of which I don't exactly have space for yet). Either way I have it all and one day I will have a house big enough to house it all.
I love Christmas and Christmas decorating. And the fact that it is allowing me to combine my obsession with pinterest makes me love it even more.
Next week I'm off to enjoy some more Christmas spirit in one of my favorite cities to visit, NEW YORK CITY! Since I have never been at Christmas time, I plan to be the obnoxious tourist who wants to see everything. On the agenda I have Rockefeller Center Christmas tree, Central Park (surely they do something Christmasy too), and FOA Schwarz (where I fully intend to pretend like I am a child). If you have other Christmasy suggestions let me know!
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Nov 8-30
Well since November is almost over and I'm only thankful for 7 things...I figured I would do a short version of the things I am thankful for
November 8: I am thankful for the impact music has had on my life and the opportunities I have had to experience music and help other people experience it as well.
Nov 9: I am thankful for unexpected meeting of wonderful people who add so much to my life.
Nov 10 I am thankful for my oldest brother Caleb. Not only did he prep my parents well for life with children (thanks brother), he has made a name for himself that many can respect. Caleb is one person who I know, no matter what, would drop any and everything to help one of his siblings and I think I can speak for us all when we say we would do the same for him.
Nov 11: I am thankful for my sweet Mags and the unconditional love she shows me. She's brought such light to my life over the past 5+ years.
Nov 12: I am thankful for playful kittens. While they may live at my parents still (and forever apparently) they are so precious to watch grow up.
Nov 13: I am thankful for vacation time and lots of it. A lot of which I will be taking in the coming month.
Nov 14: I am thankful for my relationship with God and the spiritual growth I have experienced over the past year.
Nov 15: I am thankful for the random times when a quote, saying, verse, lyric, or anything else for that matter can really resonate with me and have a life-changing/ life-altering effect on me.
Nov 16: I am thankful for my sister-in-law. While Meegan has practically been a part of the family for 10 years or so now, over the past few years, she really has become more than just my brother's gf/wife, she's my second sister.
Nov 17: I am thankful for my coworkers. Some of the best people I have ever met and regardless of where we all end up one day, these are people I will always call friends.
Nov 18: I am thankful for kept promises.
Nov 19: I am thankful for good health. I may jinx myself here, but I've been pretty lucky to stay relatively healthy most of my life with no major setbacks and for now I will enjoy that gift and hope that it continues into the rest of my life.
Nov 20: I am thankful for chocolate and sweettarts.
Nov 21: I am thankful for the beach and the beauty that it bestows. This is one place that no matter what, I am content and able to enjoy what nature has to offer.
Nov 22: I am thankful for exercise. Although I hate doing it 80% of the time, I love the feeling I have afterwards. It's even better when I am working towards a goal and am slowly but surely making process.
Nov 23: I am thankful for my new baby... a new car (2012 Camry)!! I bought "her" in Auburn on a whim (sort of) and I think it was one of the best decisions I have made in a while. Ask me how I feel about it after a few car payments and my attitude may change, but right now I am loving it.
Nov 24: I am thankful for family gatherings for holidays. What a blessing it is to have 25 people/dogs gathered in one house from two different families.
Nov 25: I am thankful for the quirkiness that is my family. Don't hate us for being awsesome.
Nov 26: I am thankful for the feeling that decorating for Christmas gives me (like how I added this after Thanksgiving for all you who are a little sensitive about that :)) Christmas decorations just put me in the best mood.
Nov 27: I am thankful for laughter and way a person face lights up when they are laughing.
Nov 28: I am thankful for long drives and the perfect song mix to go along with it.
Nov 29: I am thankful for warm clothing that will help me survive this already miserable winter we have going on.
and a sneak peak at Nov 30: I am thankful for my grandparents. Tomorrow will be my MeeMaw's 86 birthday. I am lucky to have 3 of my 4 grandparents still living and everyday I am thankful for the time I have had with them. They are amazing people and anyone who meets them are lucky to have them a part of their lives.
November 8: I am thankful for the impact music has had on my life and the opportunities I have had to experience music and help other people experience it as well.
Nov 9: I am thankful for unexpected meeting of wonderful people who add so much to my life.
Nov 10 I am thankful for my oldest brother Caleb. Not only did he prep my parents well for life with children (thanks brother), he has made a name for himself that many can respect. Caleb is one person who I know, no matter what, would drop any and everything to help one of his siblings and I think I can speak for us all when we say we would do the same for him.
Nov 11: I am thankful for my sweet Mags and the unconditional love she shows me. She's brought such light to my life over the past 5+ years.
Nov 12: I am thankful for playful kittens. While they may live at my parents still (and forever apparently) they are so precious to watch grow up.
Nov 13: I am thankful for vacation time and lots of it. A lot of which I will be taking in the coming month.
Nov 14: I am thankful for my relationship with God and the spiritual growth I have experienced over the past year.
Nov 15: I am thankful for the random times when a quote, saying, verse, lyric, or anything else for that matter can really resonate with me and have a life-changing/ life-altering effect on me.
Nov 16: I am thankful for my sister-in-law. While Meegan has practically been a part of the family for 10 years or so now, over the past few years, she really has become more than just my brother's gf/wife, she's my second sister.
Nov 17: I am thankful for my coworkers. Some of the best people I have ever met and regardless of where we all end up one day, these are people I will always call friends.
Nov 18: I am thankful for kept promises.
Nov 19: I am thankful for good health. I may jinx myself here, but I've been pretty lucky to stay relatively healthy most of my life with no major setbacks and for now I will enjoy that gift and hope that it continues into the rest of my life.
Nov 20: I am thankful for chocolate and sweettarts.
Nov 21: I am thankful for the beach and the beauty that it bestows. This is one place that no matter what, I am content and able to enjoy what nature has to offer.
Nov 22: I am thankful for exercise. Although I hate doing it 80% of the time, I love the feeling I have afterwards. It's even better when I am working towards a goal and am slowly but surely making process.
Nov 23: I am thankful for my new baby... a new car (2012 Camry)!! I bought "her" in Auburn on a whim (sort of) and I think it was one of the best decisions I have made in a while. Ask me how I feel about it after a few car payments and my attitude may change, but right now I am loving it.
Nov 24: I am thankful for family gatherings for holidays. What a blessing it is to have 25 people/dogs gathered in one house from two different families.
Nov 25: I am thankful for the quirkiness that is my family. Don't hate us for being awsesome.
Nov 26: I am thankful for the feeling that decorating for Christmas gives me (like how I added this after Thanksgiving for all you who are a little sensitive about that :)) Christmas decorations just put me in the best mood.
Nov 27: I am thankful for laughter and way a person face lights up when they are laughing.
Nov 28: I am thankful for long drives and the perfect song mix to go along with it.
Nov 29: I am thankful for warm clothing that will help me survive this already miserable winter we have going on.
and a sneak peak at Nov 30: I am thankful for my grandparents. Tomorrow will be my MeeMaw's 86 birthday. I am lucky to have 3 of my 4 grandparents still living and everyday I am thankful for the time I have had with them. They are amazing people and anyone who meets them are lucky to have them a part of their lives.
Monday, November 7, 2011
Thankful Thanksgiving Month
Of course, Katie beat me to it, but after reading everyone's facebook posts about the things they are thankful for this Thanksgiving month, I want to share what I am thankful for as well. Except, I figure the people who need to know these things arent necessarily the 1000+ facebook "friends" I have :).
So here goes nothing...
Tuesday, Nov 1: Since November 1st is my brother's birthday he gets my first bit of thankfulness. Daniel, over the years, has taught me so much. He's one of the smartest people I know and has such a kind heart. We may be two very different people, but we both know that no matter what we will always be there for the other without question.
Wednesday, Nov 2: I am thankful everyday for my Wednesday night bible study. The girls have been a blessing over the past 1+ year and I have grown so much through our time. The studies we have done have helped me learn more about myself and my walk with God. Sharing our struggles, triumphs, and challenges helps get us all through life and their prayers have helped change more than I can ever let them know. This coming year will be a big changing year for us as we have 2 getting married (YAY) and others with big changes on the horizon. I cannot wait to see where this next year takes us.
Thursday, Nov 3: I am thankful for the friendships I have. After college most of my friends all spread out across the south and I dont see them nearly as frequently as I want, but regardless, we always just pick right up where we left off. I love that about us. I am also thankful for the people in my life in Atlanta, they keep me sane in the crazy city and help me love Atlanta a little more everyday.
Friday, Nov 4: I am thankful for Auburn. Auburn to many is just a school/city but Auburn, for me, is home. Being raised there I hold it so close to my heart and am always in my happy place when I am there. Thankfully for now, I am only 2 hours away, but I know regardless of how far away I go, or whether my family continues to live there, Auburn will always be my home.
Saturday, Nov 5: I am thankful for my parents. Mom and Dad are always there to support me, give me advice, and love me. They never lose faith in me, even on days when I have lost faith in myself. The way they raised my brothers, sister and I have made us the men and women we are today and no matter how many times we have slipped and fallen they were there to pick us up. I am thankful for the time I have with them and the lessons they have taught me over the years. I can only hope that I am half the parent they have been.
Sunday, Nov 6: I am thankful for my lil shish. Sarah is one of the nicest, funniest, and beautiful people I know. No matter what life serves her, she takes it with a smile and does what she can to get through it. Watching her grow up over the years has been such a blessing and I cannot wait to see where she ends up in the coming years.
Monday, Nov 7: I am thankful for a job that allows me to live the life I live. I have been able to travel to places I would never have been able to go to before. I have learned to deal with different personalities and challenges and have grown as a person and as a professional through those experiences. No matter how much I may complain sometimes (especially on a Monday morning) I am thankful for the job I have and the experience I am getting.
Nov 8-30 may take some time to get to, since I leave for Vegas tomorrow and will remain their until Saturday morning when I fly back to go to Athens for the Auburn UGA game and then jump on a plane again on Monday to fly to Northern Cali.
I hope everyone has a blessed week. Happy Monday!
So here goes nothing...
Tuesday, Nov 1: Since November 1st is my brother's birthday he gets my first bit of thankfulness. Daniel, over the years, has taught me so much. He's one of the smartest people I know and has such a kind heart. We may be two very different people, but we both know that no matter what we will always be there for the other without question.
Wednesday, Nov 2: I am thankful everyday for my Wednesday night bible study. The girls have been a blessing over the past 1+ year and I have grown so much through our time. The studies we have done have helped me learn more about myself and my walk with God. Sharing our struggles, triumphs, and challenges helps get us all through life and their prayers have helped change more than I can ever let them know. This coming year will be a big changing year for us as we have 2 getting married (YAY) and others with big changes on the horizon. I cannot wait to see where this next year takes us.
Thursday, Nov 3: I am thankful for the friendships I have. After college most of my friends all spread out across the south and I dont see them nearly as frequently as I want, but regardless, we always just pick right up where we left off. I love that about us. I am also thankful for the people in my life in Atlanta, they keep me sane in the crazy city and help me love Atlanta a little more everyday.
Friday, Nov 4: I am thankful for Auburn. Auburn to many is just a school/city but Auburn, for me, is home. Being raised there I hold it so close to my heart and am always in my happy place when I am there. Thankfully for now, I am only 2 hours away, but I know regardless of how far away I go, or whether my family continues to live there, Auburn will always be my home.
Saturday, Nov 5: I am thankful for my parents. Mom and Dad are always there to support me, give me advice, and love me. They never lose faith in me, even on days when I have lost faith in myself. The way they raised my brothers, sister and I have made us the men and women we are today and no matter how many times we have slipped and fallen they were there to pick us up. I am thankful for the time I have with them and the lessons they have taught me over the years. I can only hope that I am half the parent they have been.
Sunday, Nov 6: I am thankful for my lil shish. Sarah is one of the nicest, funniest, and beautiful people I know. No matter what life serves her, she takes it with a smile and does what she can to get through it. Watching her grow up over the years has been such a blessing and I cannot wait to see where she ends up in the coming years.
Monday, Nov 7: I am thankful for a job that allows me to live the life I live. I have been able to travel to places I would never have been able to go to before. I have learned to deal with different personalities and challenges and have grown as a person and as a professional through those experiences. No matter how much I may complain sometimes (especially on a Monday morning) I am thankful for the job I have and the experience I am getting.
Nov 8-30 may take some time to get to, since I leave for Vegas tomorrow and will remain their until Saturday morning when I fly back to go to Athens for the Auburn UGA game and then jump on a plane again on Monday to fly to Northern Cali.
I hope everyone has a blessed week. Happy Monday!
Friday, November 4, 2011
In case I needed another distraction from my to-do lists and work responsibilities, I am currently OBSESSED with Pinterest.
Such cute ideas and fun clothes and recipes and everything. I feel like I need to be a stay at home mom (without the mom part) so I can do all those fun crafts. My house would be so adorable I wouldn't even be able to stand it.
Not to mention with 98% of the hair styles on there, I would need a week to figure them out. Some may take even longer.
That's it. I quit and am now officially a pinterester.... think I will be able to make a living doing that?
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Happy Birthday Daniel!!
In honor of my big brother's 27th birthday, I dedicate his birthday blog to him!
Happy Happy Birthday big brother!
Daniel has had a big year this year graduating from law school, passing the bar and getting a big boy job in Birmingham. He and Meegan are transitioning really well and it's great to have them so close again!
Daniel and I have a total of zero pictures just the two of us lately, so here is my Happy Birthday montage to him.
Happy Birthday Daniel! Love you bunches!
Happy Happy Birthday big brother!
Daniel has had a big year this year graduating from law school, passing the bar and getting a big boy job in Birmingham. He and Meegan are transitioning really well and it's great to have them so close again!
Daniel and I have a total of zero pictures just the two of us lately, so here is my Happy Birthday montage to him.
Happy Birthday Daniel! Love you bunches!
Monday, October 31, 2011
Happy Halloween!
Happy Halloween!
This Halloween I celebrated over the weekend instead of waiting until today. Friday night some friends of mine and I went to the K Pub Costume Party and had such a fun time. My friend Kate and I were Mario and Luigi this year. And yes, we played the theme song and ran around jumping on imaginary mushrooms and catching stars. So fun and so funny.
Saturday night we decided on a low key day/evening and just hung around watching football/hockey, playing cornhole, Brad Pitting it through the house in our socks, playing pool and laughing. Such a fun night and well worth the lack of sleep I got.
Sunday I went back to Auburn to celebrate my brother's birthday a little early. Daniel turns 27 (we are all getting way too old) tomorrow so the family had lunch and hung out in celebration of him.
Poor lil Eva Diva (my cat that lives at my parents that they won't let me bring back to ATL) has lost most of the hair on top of her paw from where the snake got her. She's fine, but she looks so pathetic with no hair. Looks a lot worse than it is.
I love weekends like last weekend and it made me like Atlanta again which is good. I just have to remember that in order to really enjoy a place, you do need to stick around occasionally.
This weekend takes me back to Auburn then Vegas next Tuesday and Athens on Saturday. Yay!
This Halloween I celebrated over the weekend instead of waiting until today. Friday night some friends of mine and I went to the K Pub Costume Party and had such a fun time. My friend Kate and I were Mario and Luigi this year. And yes, we played the theme song and ran around jumping on imaginary mushrooms and catching stars. So fun and so funny.
Saturday night we decided on a low key day/evening and just hung around watching football/hockey, playing cornhole, Brad Pitting it through the house in our socks, playing pool and laughing. Such a fun night and well worth the lack of sleep I got.
Sunday I went back to Auburn to celebrate my brother's birthday a little early. Daniel turns 27 (we are all getting way too old) tomorrow so the family had lunch and hung out in celebration of him.
Poor lil Eva Diva (my cat that lives at my parents that they won't let me bring back to ATL) has lost most of the hair on top of her paw from where the snake got her. She's fine, but she looks so pathetic with no hair. Looks a lot worse than it is.
I love weekends like last weekend and it made me like Atlanta again which is good. I just have to remember that in order to really enjoy a place, you do need to stick around occasionally.
This weekend takes me back to Auburn then Vegas next Tuesday and Athens on Saturday. Yay!
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Letters to our Troops
I'm sure that many of you remember this from a few weeks back when I wrote about it the first time, but now the deadline is quickly approaching and the number of letters is not nearly close enough to what it needs to be.
As of this morning, The Bert Show has 40,000 letters. That's only 10% of the letters they need to send to the troops. 10%, absolutely ridiculous.
Is this country really this numb to the idea of our military and the work they are still doing for OUR freedom? Do people really not care anymore? Are we not thankful that every day these men and women sacrifice their time, their lives, the luxuries of home?
I had my office write letters yesterday and we have 70 that we will be sending in on Friday. One of my coworkers actually wrote 20 letters.
If you have 5-10 minutes (and lets face it we all do) please write a letter expressing your thanks to our service members and follow the guidelines below. It only takes a minute and can be such a difference maker in the end.
Deadline is next Friday, so please do this today! Pass this along to all your friends and family too, any person can help! This isn't just an Atlanta project, this is a project for any American, anywhere.
My first blog:
"http://erinrnewton.blogspot.com/2011/10/thanksgiving-in-october.html>
The Bert Show Letter Information http://www.thebertshow.com/the-bert-shows-thank-you”">
As of this morning, The Bert Show has 40,000 letters. That's only 10% of the letters they need to send to the troops. 10%, absolutely ridiculous.
Is this country really this numb to the idea of our military and the work they are still doing for OUR freedom? Do people really not care anymore? Are we not thankful that every day these men and women sacrifice their time, their lives, the luxuries of home?
I had my office write letters yesterday and we have 70 that we will be sending in on Friday. One of my coworkers actually wrote 20 letters.
If you have 5-10 minutes (and lets face it we all do) please write a letter expressing your thanks to our service members and follow the guidelines below. It only takes a minute and can be such a difference maker in the end.
Deadline is next Friday, so please do this today! Pass this along to all your friends and family too, any person can help! This isn't just an Atlanta project, this is a project for any American, anywhere.
My first blog:
"http://erinrnewton.blogspot.com/2011/10/thanksgiving-in-october.html>
The Bert Show Letter Information http://www.thebertshow.com/the-bert-shows-thank-you”">
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
A glass of wine and a bestfriend
Last night my mind was going 100 miles an hour. You know those nights when you have 20,000 different things going on in your head at one time? When all you want to do is not think about anything and just either go to bed or get back to what you were trying to do? When you realize that half of the things don't matter, but your mind won't let you forget them for some reason. Yep, that was me last night.
So, when I needed to refocus, I turned to one person who is always there for me, my best friend Amanda. As I talked to her about the things I've been thinking about, worrying about, and considering I started to feel better and begun to feel good again and let my mind rest.
For the record, I love all of my friends and there are many (most) who will be there at any time, sometimes before I even have the chance to ask (which is such a blessing). I'm blessed to have friends who are in all stages of life (married, newly single, in a relationship, having children, wanting children, not wanting children, working, not working, in school, graduated, living in small cities, living in big cities, starting their own life in a familiar town, starting a life in an unfamiliar town, Auburn lovers, Not-so-loving of Auburn, etc.) who are never shy to give me advice or express their opinion, or let me learn through their mistakes, successes, or day to day lives.
But, Amanda and I are on the same page right now on a lot of things. Amanda and I are both pretty recently single (within the last year) from long relationships. We both are considering venturing out into the dating world (and quickly remembering why we don't love it). We both have made our fair share of mistakes lately. We both have similar views of our jobs, our cities, and the general direction of where our lives are now vs. how we pictured how/where they would be a few years ago and where we want to be in the coming years.
Last night when I needed to vent and to talk out some stuff, she was there to listen and, like a best friend always does, she sympathized, she gave me advice, and she worked me towards a better attitude. I laughed, I cried, I felt her pain and she felt mine. It just goes to show you that you can be hours away from someone, but some friends will always be there.
Now despite the fact that my to do list isn’t any shorter, I still have some life decisions to make, and I realize I'm not as patient recently as I thought I was, I feel better. Thank the Lord for struggles that help you remember the great things in life that are often times overshadowed by all the stress and problems. The Lord works in mysterious ways, and right now, those mysterious ways are not only keeping me on my toes, they are making me more appreciative of the great things that I have in my life.
So, when I needed to refocus, I turned to one person who is always there for me, my best friend Amanda. As I talked to her about the things I've been thinking about, worrying about, and considering I started to feel better and begun to feel good again and let my mind rest.
For the record, I love all of my friends and there are many (most) who will be there at any time, sometimes before I even have the chance to ask (which is such a blessing). I'm blessed to have friends who are in all stages of life (married, newly single, in a relationship, having children, wanting children, not wanting children, working, not working, in school, graduated, living in small cities, living in big cities, starting their own life in a familiar town, starting a life in an unfamiliar town, Auburn lovers, Not-so-loving of Auburn, etc.) who are never shy to give me advice or express their opinion, or let me learn through their mistakes, successes, or day to day lives.
But, Amanda and I are on the same page right now on a lot of things. Amanda and I are both pretty recently single (within the last year) from long relationships. We both are considering venturing out into the dating world (and quickly remembering why we don't love it). We both have made our fair share of mistakes lately. We both have similar views of our jobs, our cities, and the general direction of where our lives are now vs. how we pictured how/where they would be a few years ago and where we want to be in the coming years.
Last night when I needed to vent and to talk out some stuff, she was there to listen and, like a best friend always does, she sympathized, she gave me advice, and she worked me towards a better attitude. I laughed, I cried, I felt her pain and she felt mine. It just goes to show you that you can be hours away from someone, but some friends will always be there.
Now despite the fact that my to do list isn’t any shorter, I still have some life decisions to make, and I realize I'm not as patient recently as I thought I was, I feel better. Thank the Lord for struggles that help you remember the great things in life that are often times overshadowed by all the stress and problems. The Lord works in mysterious ways, and right now, those mysterious ways are not only keeping me on my toes, they are making me more appreciative of the great things that I have in my life.
Sleep
My overall definition of how I have felt over the past few months can be described with two words, sleep deprived.
My body has begun this fun trend of waking up (and waking up "wide awake") for the past couple of months. I can't remember the last time I slept through an entire night. I wake up usually once or twice a night, but sometimes as many as four or five times a night. It is miserable. I'm tired all day, all the time.
I'm sure that my weekend schedule lately hasn't helped this lack of sleep as there are nights when I'm still awake at the time that I'm waking up in the middle of the night other nights. Yes, I realize this is really bad for a persons body, but I'm not going to be in bed by 10 o'clock every night. And I've had the same weekend schedule for years, and this has never been a problem before. I usually have no trouble falling asleep (except for last night since I couldn't stop my brain from thinking about any and everything) just staying asleep.
If you have any advice, I'm up for suggestions. I need sleep, I need a full nights sleep.
Oh to feel well rested again..... that would be the life.
My body has begun this fun trend of waking up (and waking up "wide awake") for the past couple of months. I can't remember the last time I slept through an entire night. I wake up usually once or twice a night, but sometimes as many as four or five times a night. It is miserable. I'm tired all day, all the time.
I'm sure that my weekend schedule lately hasn't helped this lack of sleep as there are nights when I'm still awake at the time that I'm waking up in the middle of the night other nights. Yes, I realize this is really bad for a persons body, but I'm not going to be in bed by 10 o'clock every night. And I've had the same weekend schedule for years, and this has never been a problem before. I usually have no trouble falling asleep (except for last night since I couldn't stop my brain from thinking about any and everything) just staying asleep.
If you have any advice, I'm up for suggestions. I need sleep, I need a full nights sleep.
Oh to feel well rested again..... that would be the life.
Monday, October 17, 2011
Auburn wins again
I mean that in two ways. Auburn the team won and Auburn the city beat me.
This weekend in Auburn was amazing. I had a great time with old friends and made lots of new friends. Friday night out, tailgating ALL DAY Saturday, the AU Florida game, and a late night Saturday made for a very long and painful Sunday. I am still tired today despite going to bed earlyish last night.
The game was amazing, nothing like beating that lil Gator Nation down some more.
In other news, I have Maggie back again. She is already missing the woods at home and her walks with Dad and Abi and of course her bike rides with Dad. I have to find a place in Atlanta where Mags and I can take my bike. She would really love that.
Life is good.
Trips in my near future:
Las Vegas: 22 days away (Nov 8-11) :Friend trip
Athens: Nov 12: Auburn vs UGA
Auburn: Nov 24-27: Thanksgiving/Auburn vs Bama
New York: Dec 7-9/10: Friend trip
This weekend in Auburn was amazing. I had a great time with old friends and made lots of new friends. Friday night out, tailgating ALL DAY Saturday, the AU Florida game, and a late night Saturday made for a very long and painful Sunday. I am still tired today despite going to bed earlyish last night.
The game was amazing, nothing like beating that lil Gator Nation down some more.
In other news, I have Maggie back again. She is already missing the woods at home and her walks with Dad and Abi and of course her bike rides with Dad. I have to find a place in Atlanta where Mags and I can take my bike. She would really love that.
Life is good.
Trips in my near future:
Las Vegas: 22 days away (Nov 8-11) :Friend trip
Athens: Nov 12: Auburn vs UGA
Auburn: Nov 24-27: Thanksgiving/Auburn vs Bama
New York: Dec 7-9/10: Friend trip
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Sparkles and Glitter
In 26 days I will be in Vegas!!!! (blog to come about this trip)
In an effort to find sparkly numbers (for our countdown)/ anything sparkly, I found this little gem.
Whether I am in Vegas or not (or going to Vegas or not), I think this is something I will forever think about. Such a true statement that works in so many fun and inspirational ways for me. Hope it makes your day too!
In an effort to find sparkly numbers (for our countdown)/ anything sparkly, I found this little gem.
Whether I am in Vegas or not (or going to Vegas or not), I think this is something I will forever think about. Such a true statement that works in so many fun and inspirational ways for me. Hope it makes your day too!
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Weekend in Bham
I spent last weekend in Birmingham getting some much needed friend time in and boy did I have a good time.
Friday: Elizabeth, Caleb, Jessica, Taylor, my brother Daniel and sis-in-law Meegan, and Katie all went to get Mexican food. The food was pretty good and the margaritas were excellent. The karaoke party going on outside was less than stellar, but it was fun anyways. Some of the group headed out to some bar and enjoyed the rest of our night talking, and laughing, and enjoying eachother's company.
Saturday took me to the zoo. I haven't been to the zoo in like a million years and I loved it. It was fun just walking around and looking at all the animals (especially the monkeys, and the lion cubs... so precious you just wanted to squeeze them!) I was pretty disappointed the camel rides were closed down, but that gives us an excuse to go back! We also discussed running a 5K that the zoo puts on sometime next year. Looks like that isnt the last time I'll be going to the zoo.
After having AAA come to meet 3 grown women at the zoo to unlock the car (yes I locked my keys in the car... again)(and having Elizabeth tick off some poor zoo birds) we went to eat some pizza at a nearby restaurant. Yummy stuff. I cant remember the name, but the pizza was really good. The evening was spent watching football, poor Auburn, and enjoying our last bit of time together for a little while.
I do not see these girls enough and love love love the time I have with them. Friends forever, sorry girls, you are stuck with me!
Sunday, I headed to my grandma's to have some lunch with my MawMaw, aunt, brother and Meegan. Lunch was great and the family time was much needed. Fortunately it won't be too long until I get to see Daniel and Meegan again since they will be in AU this weekend with me (Katie too! EXTRA TREAT!!) (Manda will be in town too, extra extra treat!!)
Either way, I'm excited to see how Auburn improved since last week and finally have our boys back on their home turf. Cannot wait to be on the plains again, and to see my friends, and my family, and my puppy again! War Eagle! Bring on Friday.
Friday: Elizabeth, Caleb, Jessica, Taylor, my brother Daniel and sis-in-law Meegan, and Katie all went to get Mexican food. The food was pretty good and the margaritas were excellent. The karaoke party going on outside was less than stellar, but it was fun anyways. Some of the group headed out to some bar and enjoyed the rest of our night talking, and laughing, and enjoying eachother's company.
Saturday took me to the zoo. I haven't been to the zoo in like a million years and I loved it. It was fun just walking around and looking at all the animals (especially the monkeys, and the lion cubs... so precious you just wanted to squeeze them!) I was pretty disappointed the camel rides were closed down, but that gives us an excuse to go back! We also discussed running a 5K that the zoo puts on sometime next year. Looks like that isnt the last time I'll be going to the zoo.
After having AAA come to meet 3 grown women at the zoo to unlock the car (yes I locked my keys in the car... again)(and having Elizabeth tick off some poor zoo birds) we went to eat some pizza at a nearby restaurant. Yummy stuff. I cant remember the name, but the pizza was really good. The evening was spent watching football, poor Auburn, and enjoying our last bit of time together for a little while.
I do not see these girls enough and love love love the time I have with them. Friends forever, sorry girls, you are stuck with me!
Sunday, I headed to my grandma's to have some lunch with my MawMaw, aunt, brother and Meegan. Lunch was great and the family time was much needed. Fortunately it won't be too long until I get to see Daniel and Meegan again since they will be in AU this weekend with me (Katie too! EXTRA TREAT!!) (Manda will be in town too, extra extra treat!!)
Either way, I'm excited to see how Auburn improved since last week and finally have our boys back on their home turf. Cannot wait to be on the plains again, and to see my friends, and my family, and my puppy again! War Eagle! Bring on Friday.
Update
It has officially been one week since the dreaded day that heard my little rodent friend for the first time... and that brat is still living. I'm rather annoyed at this point as it seems to be smarter than the traps we have set out.
I think it moved out for a few days because I saw no evidence of it being there, and then last night I was rudely woken up by the sound of him snapping the trap under my bathroom counter. I assumed it was dead and went back to sleep only to be woken up again 1.5 hours later to a whining noise and the sticky trap noise. Again, it stopped so I assumed it was caught and had FINALLY been defeated. Again I was wrong.
I mean come on, could this be more annoying. We are having someone come by to fill up holes and cover openings with metal to keep it (and it's friends) out, but that has not happened yet. Really annoying, like really annoying. I still haven't seen this lil thing, but I know it is there and I would love to know for sure that it is either gone or that it is dead (preferably dead).
I think it moved out for a few days because I saw no evidence of it being there, and then last night I was rudely woken up by the sound of him snapping the trap under my bathroom counter. I assumed it was dead and went back to sleep only to be woken up again 1.5 hours later to a whining noise and the sticky trap noise. Again, it stopped so I assumed it was caught and had FINALLY been defeated. Again I was wrong.
I mean come on, could this be more annoying. We are having someone come by to fill up holes and cover openings with metal to keep it (and it's friends) out, but that has not happened yet. Really annoying, like really annoying. I still haven't seen this lil thing, but I know it is there and I would love to know for sure that it is either gone or that it is dead (preferably dead).
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Mouse in my House
The title says it all...
I have currently moved out of my precious little house and allowed a tiny little mouse to have free reign... sort of, well not really at all but.....
Let's start with what I hope this lil mouse doesn't looks like. How come when we were little kids (and now) mice were portrayed as cute. You know, characters like Mickey and Minnie, Stuart Little, the mouse from Ratatouille, the mice from The Rescuers Down Under, and more. If my lil mouse has on a cute sweater ( I haven't actually seen the mouse, just heard it), I will be really sad about what I/Bryan did yesterday.
So I am totally 100% fine with bugs, I will kill them all day long. Mice, a totally different story. Those lil things come out at night, when I'm asleep and they are furry and dirty and chew things and just overall gross me out. *Oh my gosh, so gross . Talking about it makes me cringe.* Sooo when I heard one on Tuesday night, while I was trying to enjoy watching The Biggest Loser, I, of course, freaked out. Landlord was called and I moved out (for the night). Thank God for Hotel Schickel down the street (this is my friend's house, not really a hotel).
So yesterday, after I found out that the exterminator wasn't nearly as concerned about my safety and security and sleep and wouldn't be able to get to my house until Friday morning, I went to Walmart and stocked up on mouse traps both the snap traps and the sticky ones. And then I convinced my coworker/tennis coach/friend Bryan to help me out and set them up.
First of all, so freaking thankful for Bryan's willingness to help me. And while I convinced myself I would try and help, I was a completely worthless assistant. When he opened the cabinet that I heard the mouse in the night before I squealed and ran. Anytime there was a single noise or anything that could spook me, I jumped on my bed and squealed. (Ultimate girl on this one). When it came to throwing stuff away that had been destroyed I had him pick it up "just in case the mouse was in there." While he found this whole experience hilarious, I was not laughing and instead was overly freaked out. It did not help that my mom called in the middle and proceeded to tell me that there was probably more than one and that they can climb, (OH MY GOSH SO GROSS!!!) Bryan set up all of the traps throughout the house and then we left. I have yet to be back home.
And since I'm still afraid and being a huge baby, he (and his precious son) are coming over today to check to see if that lil thing is dead. I will be outside, with C, pretending to do anything other than think about that mouse. If it isn't dead, I'm moving back in with Taylor again (I stayed with her last night, best old roommate ever!!) And I will return with the exterminator in the morning to get serious about getting rid of my unwanted house guest. (Thank goodness I am leaving town tomorrow)
And since I know Bryan will eventually read this and has probably laughed his way through the whole blog: Thank you Thank you Thank you! You are the best! And I would have been up a creek without a paddle without your help on this one! For real, I owe you big time
I have currently moved out of my precious little house and allowed a tiny little mouse to have free reign... sort of, well not really at all but.....
Let's start with what I hope this lil mouse doesn't looks like. How come when we were little kids (and now) mice were portrayed as cute. You know, characters like Mickey and Minnie, Stuart Little, the mouse from Ratatouille, the mice from The Rescuers Down Under, and more. If my lil mouse has on a cute sweater ( I haven't actually seen the mouse, just heard it), I will be really sad about what I/Bryan did yesterday.
So I am totally 100% fine with bugs, I will kill them all day long. Mice, a totally different story. Those lil things come out at night, when I'm asleep and they are furry and dirty and chew things and just overall gross me out. *Oh my gosh, so gross . Talking about it makes me cringe.* Sooo when I heard one on Tuesday night, while I was trying to enjoy watching The Biggest Loser, I, of course, freaked out. Landlord was called and I moved out (for the night). Thank God for Hotel Schickel down the street (this is my friend's house, not really a hotel).
So yesterday, after I found out that the exterminator wasn't nearly as concerned about my safety and security and sleep and wouldn't be able to get to my house until Friday morning, I went to Walmart and stocked up on mouse traps both the snap traps and the sticky ones. And then I convinced my coworker/tennis coach/friend Bryan to help me out and set them up.
First of all, so freaking thankful for Bryan's willingness to help me. And while I convinced myself I would try and help, I was a completely worthless assistant. When he opened the cabinet that I heard the mouse in the night before I squealed and ran. Anytime there was a single noise or anything that could spook me, I jumped on my bed and squealed. (Ultimate girl on this one). When it came to throwing stuff away that had been destroyed I had him pick it up "just in case the mouse was in there." While he found this whole experience hilarious, I was not laughing and instead was overly freaked out. It did not help that my mom called in the middle and proceeded to tell me that there was probably more than one and that they can climb, (OH MY GOSH SO GROSS!!!) Bryan set up all of the traps throughout the house and then we left. I have yet to be back home.
And since I'm still afraid and being a huge baby, he (and his precious son) are coming over today to check to see if that lil thing is dead. I will be outside, with C, pretending to do anything other than think about that mouse. If it isn't dead, I'm moving back in with Taylor again (I stayed with her last night, best old roommate ever!!) And I will return with the exterminator in the morning to get serious about getting rid of my unwanted house guest. (Thank goodness I am leaving town tomorrow)
And since I know Bryan will eventually read this and has probably laughed his way through the whole blog: Thank you Thank you Thank you! You are the best! And I would have been up a creek without a paddle without your help on this one! For real, I owe you big time
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Thanksgiving in October
One of the radio stations I listen to here in Atlanta is doing a campaign to get 400,000 letters to troops overseas for Thanksgiving.
These men and women risk their lives everyday to keep us free here in the US. I cannot imagine how hard it is to leave behind moms and dads, sisters and brothers, grandparents, pregnant wives (or wives at all), husbands, children or newborns, and friends to go to a foreign country. Leaving all the things that make you feel safe and secure knowing you are going to fight for your country. Some may never see battle, but the sacrifices they make are far more important than where/what they are doing.
I urge each of you to write a letter, or two or three and send it to the address provided in the link below. Let's do our part to say thank you to those men and women who have given up their lives to protect ours.
http://www.thebertshow.com/the-bert-shows-thank-you”
These men and women risk their lives everyday to keep us free here in the US. I cannot imagine how hard it is to leave behind moms and dads, sisters and brothers, grandparents, pregnant wives (or wives at all), husbands, children or newborns, and friends to go to a foreign country. Leaving all the things that make you feel safe and secure knowing you are going to fight for your country. Some may never see battle, but the sacrifices they make are far more important than where/what they are doing.
I urge each of you to write a letter, or two or three and send it to the address provided in the link below. Let's do our part to say thank you to those men and women who have given up their lives to protect ours.
http://www.thebertshow.com/the-bert-shows-thank-you”
Monday, October 3, 2011
Happy Birthday Shish!
This weekend my little sister celebrated her 22nd birthday. We are definitely all getting so old. Sarah and I have begun to get a lot closer in our older age and I love it. In honor of her I have decided to post some of my recent favorites of her and me, I wish I could scan some from childhood, but these will have to do for now.
Happy Birthday Shishter! (and no that isnt a typo, it ish shishter shpeak) I love you bunches!
Happy Birthday Shishter! (and no that isnt a typo, it ish shishter shpeak) I love you bunches!
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Time Travel
Have you ever thought about what it would be like to go back to a past experience? Would you go back to a time and change something? Would you go back just to relive a moment? Would it be a vacation, a memory, a decision?
I think about this all the time. If I was given the chance, what point in my life would I want to relive or change? Would I go back to the last time I saw that person who is no longer in my life? Would I not date that guy? Would I not tell that lie? Would I keep doing gymnastics, or playing softball or singing?
As I think about it, I really don't think I would go back and alter anything, mostly because I like the person I am today. I wouldn't remove any of the people I've dated or been friends with. I probably wouldn't alter anything major. (I would probably have listened to my Mom though and kept singing, I do miss that part of my life). Despite some of the bad decision, heartbreaks, laughs, cries, lost friendships etc, I don't want to go back. I am the person I am now because of those experiences.
There are times in my life I would love to relive though (not relive to change, but relive to just relive). I would love to relive a moment with my grandfather before he was sick and passed. I would love to revisit the first time I fell in love and remember how great it felt. I would love to revisit JazzFest (a showchoir festival) from high school. I would love to go back and have another daddy-daughter date night and dance to YMCA with my Daddy and sister. I would love to go back to the day Mom and I were in New York, where we really started getting close. I would love to go back to the day I got my sweet Maggie and hold that precious angel when she was small ( I still love her just as much as an adult, she just isnt as easy to hold.) I would love to go back to a time, any time, that I was a child, so carefree. See, there are a million things I want to go back to, but nothing I want to change.
What times in your life would you revisit? Are you happy the way your life has turned out or would you change something? Would you risk giving up what you have now to go back and change a moment in time? And if you do not want to change it, wouldn't it be great just to relive it sometimes?
Our lives are the way they are now because of the things we have experienced, the decisions we have made. So, remember that next time you are having a bad day, or having a good one. All the hardship and greatness has made you who you are.
I think about this all the time. If I was given the chance, what point in my life would I want to relive or change? Would I go back to the last time I saw that person who is no longer in my life? Would I not date that guy? Would I not tell that lie? Would I keep doing gymnastics, or playing softball or singing?
As I think about it, I really don't think I would go back and alter anything, mostly because I like the person I am today. I wouldn't remove any of the people I've dated or been friends with. I probably wouldn't alter anything major. (I would probably have listened to my Mom though and kept singing, I do miss that part of my life). Despite some of the bad decision, heartbreaks, laughs, cries, lost friendships etc, I don't want to go back. I am the person I am now because of those experiences.
There are times in my life I would love to relive though (not relive to change, but relive to just relive). I would love to relive a moment with my grandfather before he was sick and passed. I would love to revisit the first time I fell in love and remember how great it felt. I would love to revisit JazzFest (a showchoir festival) from high school. I would love to go back and have another daddy-daughter date night and dance to YMCA with my Daddy and sister. I would love to go back to the day Mom and I were in New York, where we really started getting close. I would love to go back to the day I got my sweet Maggie and hold that precious angel when she was small ( I still love her just as much as an adult, she just isnt as easy to hold.) I would love to go back to a time, any time, that I was a child, so carefree. See, there are a million things I want to go back to, but nothing I want to change.
What times in your life would you revisit? Are you happy the way your life has turned out or would you change something? Would you risk giving up what you have now to go back and change a moment in time? And if you do not want to change it, wouldn't it be great just to relive it sometimes?
Our lives are the way they are now because of the things we have experienced, the decisions we have made. So, remember that next time you are having a bad day, or having a good one. All the hardship and greatness has made you who you are.
Monday, September 26, 2011
Life IS good
Again with the lag in my blog, I should really make this a calendar event so I am sure to update this little baby.
Let's start by saying life is good. Despite the fact that things aren't exactly going my way all the time, life is good and I am fortunate to have the things I have, have the people in my life that I have, and do the things I get to do. I have to constantly remind myself on days where I can’t see anything going right, that I have a great life and all these little bumps in the road are just that, bumps in the road.
Over the past 2 weeks I have been to Auburn twice, gotta love that place. Once to drop off the pup with her grandparents and once to pick up the pup/go to the Auburn game. I also went to Colorado which is AMAZING. Such a pretty state. I will return when the snow is covering the mountains for sure, it is absolutely gorgeous. It actually made me want to jump on a bike or throw on my tennis shoes and take a long walk... It's just too bad I was there for work and my time was pretty much taken over.
I am unofficially/officially putting myself on a diet/work out regime. This is not a joke. I have to train for my 60 mile bike ride in March (the most I have ridden on a bike at one time in 10 years is 6 miles). This could be a long 6 months. I need to work on my ability to run longer than my usual mile (yes I know, pathetic). I need someone to help me get through that whole my body is shutting down, I can't breathe, my legs hurt, ouch a cramp phase. Apparently there is this magical place where your body gets used to running and it doesn't hurt nearly as bad, for now I will call this place NeverNeverLand because I do not believe it exists.
In the coming weeks, I may actually spend some time in Atlanta, or maybe not. I want to get back to Birmingham soon and see my girls. Maybe next weekend??? Girls???
I have begun to mentally prepare myself for what could be a very long and very ugly (hopefully not) football October. My Auburn boys may surprise me, but right now, I'm a little concerned and therefore am just prepping myself for a hard couple of weeks. While Arkansas, Florida, LSU and Ole Miss would really bug me (I don't think we will be losing to Ole Miss btw) the last team I want to lose to is South Carolina, seeing as I know lots of Gamecocks who may find it entertaining to rub a loss in my face. I may or may not have made a comment or two last season regarding a comeback on the Plains, I plead the 5th. Either way, I am wearing my Auburn gear with pride, I will smile knowing that we will put forth a heck of a fight and will learn a little more each week. A tiger forever whether we win or lose.
So that's my life. Without a plan for this coming weekend I'm feeling a bit on edge, but I can always go to Auburn and help my sister ring in her 22nd birthday. Definitely an option I am considering. We will see. In the meantime, I leave you with a smile and a promise to try and not make this lag between blogs any longer.
Let's start by saying life is good. Despite the fact that things aren't exactly going my way all the time, life is good and I am fortunate to have the things I have, have the people in my life that I have, and do the things I get to do. I have to constantly remind myself on days where I can’t see anything going right, that I have a great life and all these little bumps in the road are just that, bumps in the road.
Over the past 2 weeks I have been to Auburn twice, gotta love that place. Once to drop off the pup with her grandparents and once to pick up the pup/go to the Auburn game. I also went to Colorado which is AMAZING. Such a pretty state. I will return when the snow is covering the mountains for sure, it is absolutely gorgeous. It actually made me want to jump on a bike or throw on my tennis shoes and take a long walk... It's just too bad I was there for work and my time was pretty much taken over.
I am unofficially/officially putting myself on a diet/work out regime. This is not a joke. I have to train for my 60 mile bike ride in March (the most I have ridden on a bike at one time in 10 years is 6 miles). This could be a long 6 months. I need to work on my ability to run longer than my usual mile (yes I know, pathetic). I need someone to help me get through that whole my body is shutting down, I can't breathe, my legs hurt, ouch a cramp phase. Apparently there is this magical place where your body gets used to running and it doesn't hurt nearly as bad, for now I will call this place NeverNeverLand because I do not believe it exists.
In the coming weeks, I may actually spend some time in Atlanta, or maybe not. I want to get back to Birmingham soon and see my girls. Maybe next weekend??? Girls???
I have begun to mentally prepare myself for what could be a very long and very ugly (hopefully not) football October. My Auburn boys may surprise me, but right now, I'm a little concerned and therefore am just prepping myself for a hard couple of weeks. While Arkansas, Florida, LSU and Ole Miss would really bug me (I don't think we will be losing to Ole Miss btw) the last team I want to lose to is South Carolina, seeing as I know lots of Gamecocks who may find it entertaining to rub a loss in my face. I may or may not have made a comment or two last season regarding a comeback on the Plains, I plead the 5th. Either way, I am wearing my Auburn gear with pride, I will smile knowing that we will put forth a heck of a fight and will learn a little more each week. A tiger forever whether we win or lose.
So that's my life. Without a plan for this coming weekend I'm feeling a bit on edge, but I can always go to Auburn and help my sister ring in her 22nd birthday. Definitely an option I am considering. We will see. In the meantime, I leave you with a smile and a promise to try and not make this lag between blogs any longer.
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Week of Vacay... sort of
It's been way too long since I updated this blog so I have lots to say.
Let’s start with the kick off of Auburn's football season. Mom and I got to go to the Auburn vs. Utah State game together. Apparently we forgot what it was like to be an Auburn fan, because we left when we were sure Auburn wasn't going to pull it off. Stupid us. Riding the transit back to our car we realized our mistake as one of the guys on the bus started listening to his radio. Let’s just say, I now remember that it is not over until the last second.
I spent the rest of the weekend with friends and family in Auburn and at the lake, which was an amazing break from life. Labor Day's rain made the day suck so no lake, but just some good clean fun watching Shrek and enjoying the company I had.
Tuesday (when I was supposed to be back at work), I took my car into the shop in AU. I was working from home/Auburn that day so I did some work while lounging around with the pups. My car ended up not getting fixed that day, so I got to stay in Auburn for another day. Again I worked from home and enjoyed being away from the office/drama/bs.
Thursday brought me to the beach for my best bud's sister's bachelorette bash. Can I tell you how much I love the beach? It just takes all your cares away. It is definitely my happy place. Considering making a move there one day, would love to live near the beautiful beaches of the gulf. One day, I will.
The bachelorette party was a success, in many ways and the bride seemed to enjoy herself. Sunday we packed up the leave and immediately I got sad. While getting to the beach is such a happy moment, leaving the beach is quite possibly the saddest day ever. I was so tired that I couldn’t make the additional 2 hour drive to Atlanta so I spent another night in Auburn.
Now I’m back in Atlanta, wishing I was anywhere else. I think I've realized that Atlanta is not the place for me. Yes I like a lot of it, and yes I love most of the people I know or have met here, but right now I just don’t love it. Perhaps it’s my frustrations with work, maybe it's just me being restless. I have lots of thinking and praying and learning to do, but it's about time for me to try something else. It's an exciting, scary road I'm on, but I'm so excited to see where I will end up.
Let’s start with the kick off of Auburn's football season. Mom and I got to go to the Auburn vs. Utah State game together. Apparently we forgot what it was like to be an Auburn fan, because we left when we were sure Auburn wasn't going to pull it off. Stupid us. Riding the transit back to our car we realized our mistake as one of the guys on the bus started listening to his radio. Let’s just say, I now remember that it is not over until the last second.
I spent the rest of the weekend with friends and family in Auburn and at the lake, which was an amazing break from life. Labor Day's rain made the day suck so no lake, but just some good clean fun watching Shrek and enjoying the company I had.
Tuesday (when I was supposed to be back at work), I took my car into the shop in AU. I was working from home/Auburn that day so I did some work while lounging around with the pups. My car ended up not getting fixed that day, so I got to stay in Auburn for another day. Again I worked from home and enjoyed being away from the office/drama/bs.
Thursday brought me to the beach for my best bud's sister's bachelorette bash. Can I tell you how much I love the beach? It just takes all your cares away. It is definitely my happy place. Considering making a move there one day, would love to live near the beautiful beaches of the gulf. One day, I will.
The bachelorette party was a success, in many ways and the bride seemed to enjoy herself. Sunday we packed up the leave and immediately I got sad. While getting to the beach is such a happy moment, leaving the beach is quite possibly the saddest day ever. I was so tired that I couldn’t make the additional 2 hour drive to Atlanta so I spent another night in Auburn.
Now I’m back in Atlanta, wishing I was anywhere else. I think I've realized that Atlanta is not the place for me. Yes I like a lot of it, and yes I love most of the people I know or have met here, but right now I just don’t love it. Perhaps it’s my frustrations with work, maybe it's just me being restless. I have lots of thinking and praying and learning to do, but it's about time for me to try something else. It's an exciting, scary road I'm on, but I'm so excited to see where I will end up.
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Negative Nancy
Someone invited Negative Nancy into my daily life. I do not like her and would like her to go away. She should leave my office environment, leave my personal life, leave my outlook on situations, leave all together.
I am taking this holiday weekend to reevaluate my life and become less negative and have a better outlook on what life consists of currently and where my life is headed.
I am blessed. I have great friends, great family, and I have a lot of things going for me. My future is going to be good.
If you hear me complaining, shut me up (or at least try and talk me through it :) ) Love you friends! You all are the best!
I am taking this holiday weekend to reevaluate my life and become less negative and have a better outlook on what life consists of currently and where my life is headed.
I am blessed. I have great friends, great family, and I have a lot of things going for me. My future is going to be good.
If you hear me complaining, shut me up (or at least try and talk me through it :) ) Love you friends! You all are the best!
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Dang you Andy Stanley
Well, maybe the title is a little dramatic, but I don't care. :)
Andy Stanley is the pastor at the church I attend here in Atlanta. (Northpoint Community Church/ Buckhead Church/Browns Bridge Community Church/ Watermarke Church) Yes I know, lots of campuses. I attended Northpoint first, but now go to Buckhead. Anyways, not important. (I apologize to those of you who go to this church and are getting a history lesson)
Andy did a series on "love, sex and dating" a few months back and it was a hard pill to swallow. It has been one of the most talked about sermons that I have heard in a while (especially with my small group). While I was definitely a part of the conversation, I realize now that I was only a partial listener of this sermon series.
At the time of the sermons, I was still in a relationship. And what I realize now is that instead of actually listening to the message and relating it to me and MY life, I listened to the message and related it to me and my current relationship. So basically I listened to what I wanted to and ignored the rest of it. Probably not the best idea.
Recently I have been thinking and thinking about this series and something (God) has been urging me to listen to it again. So over the next few days, I will be listening to the entire series again. The part that I continuously go back to is the first sermon. Link below.
http://www.northpoint.org/messages/the-new-rules-for-love-sex-and-dating"
In this sermon, one of Andy's main points is "Am I the person the person I'm looking for is looking for?" You would have to listen to the whole thing to really understand his reasoning behind this, but man did that hit me hard. 3 months ago was I the person the person I'm looking for is looking for.... no. Am I now... no.
I hope that relistening/ actually listening this time will help me start on the right foot. I know that there is a purpose in my life, and whether or not it is to meet a great guy and get married I have no idea, but as I figure all that out, I am on the path to becoming the person I need to be for myself and could be for someone else.
For those of you who are single I encourage you to listen to this series, it will make a huge change in the way your view dating and view yourself through the dating process.
We all know dating has its ups and its downs, so why not become the best person we can be throughout the process. One day, someone will be very thankful.
Andy Stanley is the pastor at the church I attend here in Atlanta. (Northpoint Community Church/ Buckhead Church/Browns Bridge Community Church/ Watermarke Church) Yes I know, lots of campuses. I attended Northpoint first, but now go to Buckhead. Anyways, not important. (I apologize to those of you who go to this church and are getting a history lesson)
Andy did a series on "love, sex and dating" a few months back and it was a hard pill to swallow. It has been one of the most talked about sermons that I have heard in a while (especially with my small group). While I was definitely a part of the conversation, I realize now that I was only a partial listener of this sermon series.
At the time of the sermons, I was still in a relationship. And what I realize now is that instead of actually listening to the message and relating it to me and MY life, I listened to the message and related it to me and my current relationship. So basically I listened to what I wanted to and ignored the rest of it. Probably not the best idea.
Recently I have been thinking and thinking about this series and something (God) has been urging me to listen to it again. So over the next few days, I will be listening to the entire series again. The part that I continuously go back to is the first sermon. Link below.
http://www.northpoint.org/messages/the-new-rules-for-love-sex-and-dating"
In this sermon, one of Andy's main points is "Am I the person the person I'm looking for is looking for?" You would have to listen to the whole thing to really understand his reasoning behind this, but man did that hit me hard. 3 months ago was I the person the person I'm looking for is looking for.... no. Am I now... no.
I hope that relistening/ actually listening this time will help me start on the right foot. I know that there is a purpose in my life, and whether or not it is to meet a great guy and get married I have no idea, but as I figure all that out, I am on the path to becoming the person I need to be for myself and could be for someone else.
For those of you who are single I encourage you to listen to this series, it will make a huge change in the way your view dating and view yourself through the dating process.
We all know dating has its ups and its downs, so why not become the best person we can be throughout the process. One day, someone will be very thankful.
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
North Alabama Weekend
I had such a great time last weekend. So great that this week back at home has been less than enjoyable.
This weekend I was invited to attend the wedding of Mr and Mrs. Adam Warnke and I was so blessed to be there. They are such a special couple. Melissa, as usual, looked absolutely stunning. The wedding was amazing and the venue was so so pretty. I, of course, forgot my camera, but Im sure one of these days, sweet Elizabeth will post some pictures :).
Since the wedding was being held in Cullman on Saturday night, I decided to head up the North Alabama a day early and spend some time with Stuy Stu Stu (pretty much a brother to me). Stuart has been trying to get me and Amanda up to Huntsville to visit since he moved there and finally we made it. Oh my gosh, Friday night was an adventure and so much fun. So much fun, that I went back after the wedding on Saturday and redid the night. I swear I have not danced that hard, laughed so much, or been so content in so so long. Saturday morning we got up and decided to take a hike, a much needed bit of exercise, with a pretty view of Huntsville at the top. And other than forgetting to bring water and then constantly talking about water and gatorade, it was great.
I just love spending time with them and wish we could all spend more time together more often. Our next trip wont take as long and luckily we are all (well 3 of us are) from Auburn and Stu's roommate went to AU so we will all see eachother again in just 1.5 weeks! Yay!
This weekend I'm heading to Auburn to 1) pick up my sweet Maggie Mag from my parents and 2) attend a bridal shower for my bestfriend's sister. I cannot wait to have a second weekend with Amanda (I definitely dont see her enough).
This weekend made me really appreciate the people I do have in my life. Bestfriend time can really lift a girl's spirit and this weekend I got to spend bestfriend time with 2 bestfriends.
Elizabeth has been such a great friend to me for years now and I am so lucky to have her friendship and encouragement. While we are in two different stages of life (she's a happily married lady) we both cling to the friendship we have and refuse to let our locations, or marital status, or changes in life take that away.
Amanda has been my best bud since 8th grade. And oh my goodness did God know what he was doing when he brought her into my life. She has been my rock during hard times and a complete blessing. No matter what happens or how far away we are, she will always and forever be stuck with me, she's irreplacable.
I'm happy that the next few weeks are taking me home often and I'm going to do my best to use that time to help me out of the funk I've been in. Work is stressing me out and I'm allowing that stress to flow into other aspects of my life. I'll shake it. Family, Friends and football (and of course God) will help!
10 days 2 hours and 5 minutes to Auburn's first kickoff!!!
This weekend I was invited to attend the wedding of Mr and Mrs. Adam Warnke and I was so blessed to be there. They are such a special couple. Melissa, as usual, looked absolutely stunning. The wedding was amazing and the venue was so so pretty. I, of course, forgot my camera, but Im sure one of these days, sweet Elizabeth will post some pictures :).
Since the wedding was being held in Cullman on Saturday night, I decided to head up the North Alabama a day early and spend some time with Stuy Stu Stu (pretty much a brother to me). Stuart has been trying to get me and Amanda up to Huntsville to visit since he moved there and finally we made it. Oh my gosh, Friday night was an adventure and so much fun. So much fun, that I went back after the wedding on Saturday and redid the night. I swear I have not danced that hard, laughed so much, or been so content in so so long. Saturday morning we got up and decided to take a hike, a much needed bit of exercise, with a pretty view of Huntsville at the top. And other than forgetting to bring water and then constantly talking about water and gatorade, it was great.
I just love spending time with them and wish we could all spend more time together more often. Our next trip wont take as long and luckily we are all (well 3 of us are) from Auburn and Stu's roommate went to AU so we will all see eachother again in just 1.5 weeks! Yay!
This weekend I'm heading to Auburn to 1) pick up my sweet Maggie Mag from my parents and 2) attend a bridal shower for my bestfriend's sister. I cannot wait to have a second weekend with Amanda (I definitely dont see her enough).
This weekend made me really appreciate the people I do have in my life. Bestfriend time can really lift a girl's spirit and this weekend I got to spend bestfriend time with 2 bestfriends.
Elizabeth has been such a great friend to me for years now and I am so lucky to have her friendship and encouragement. While we are in two different stages of life (she's a happily married lady) we both cling to the friendship we have and refuse to let our locations, or marital status, or changes in life take that away.
Amanda has been my best bud since 8th grade. And oh my goodness did God know what he was doing when he brought her into my life. She has been my rock during hard times and a complete blessing. No matter what happens or how far away we are, she will always and forever be stuck with me, she's irreplacable.
I'm happy that the next few weeks are taking me home often and I'm going to do my best to use that time to help me out of the funk I've been in. Work is stressing me out and I'm allowing that stress to flow into other aspects of my life. I'll shake it. Family, Friends and football (and of course God) will help!
10 days 2 hours and 5 minutes to Auburn's first kickoff!!!
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Auburn
With football season coming up and the students all tweeting and facebooking about classes, I am reminded of how much I miss Auburn and how much I love my school. So in honor of Auburn, the 16 days we have left to football, and the starting of a new semester, I give you what every Auburn man and woman lives by. The Auburn Creed.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Health Kick
I'm on a serious "get your body into shape" kick right now. I'm going to the beach in a few weeks, and the thought of putting on a swimsuit makes me cringe. I have a weight goal I want to be at, but I'm not sure the weight is really what is bothering me. I just want to tone up and feel good about prancing around on a beach in less than half the amount of clothes I wear on a daily basis.
So this week I kicked it up a notch. I have officially worked out 3 days in a row (a complete shock to me), something that hasn't been done, well ever. The best part, I do not hate it. What? Did I just say that. I have never been one to like working out, or running, or being hot, or anything that forced me to get off the couch. Yes I know, pathetic. But NOW, I actually look forward to working out. Whether it is tennis (I'm a soon-to be pro, ask my coach :) haha), running, classes at the gym, walking sweet Mags, anything.
Now why such a change in attitude?
1) I feel gross and hate feeling this way. They say that when a girl is single they work out and when they aren't single they "let themselves go." I strongly disagree. I worked out more when I was in a relationship and now I just got lazy and would rather go to dinner with friends than to go the gym. No more...
2) The LA Fitness in Brookhaven finally opened and holy cow is it nice. Two stories of equipment, a really nice classroom, and tvs everywhere (including on the treadmills). Love it. AND this one has Zumba, which I did on Monday, and loved.
3) I got new shoes. Before when I was running my knees always always hurt. So I was complaining about it to my coworker and they sent me to Big Peach Running Co. to figure out what shoes would be best for the way I run. I did their lil test and found out the shoes I was wearing weren't helping support my knees because of the way that I run. So I am now the proud owner of some new shoes, HOT PINK SHOES! Now I'm going to want to workout everyday.
4) I also bought some cute workout attire. Working out in cotton is out, and cute workout tops are in. Besides if I feel good while working out, then I will continue to do it.
5) I also have more stamina now than before. I find it easier to run further and longer than I could before. I am still not 100% there, and struggle with the whole "just keep going and you'll be fine." I think that is a myth, but I am trying and my goal is to be able to do a 5K atleast once a week, if not more.
Today will make day 4 of Erin's workout regime and hopefully I will be able to stick with it. Maybe I should find a running partner (someone who is actually on my level of pathetic-ness. While the beach is in my sights now, I want to be able to keep this up so here goes nothing. :)
So this week I kicked it up a notch. I have officially worked out 3 days in a row (a complete shock to me), something that hasn't been done, well ever. The best part, I do not hate it. What? Did I just say that. I have never been one to like working out, or running, or being hot, or anything that forced me to get off the couch. Yes I know, pathetic. But NOW, I actually look forward to working out. Whether it is tennis (I'm a soon-to be pro, ask my coach :) haha), running, classes at the gym, walking sweet Mags, anything.
Now why such a change in attitude?
1) I feel gross and hate feeling this way. They say that when a girl is single they work out and when they aren't single they "let themselves go." I strongly disagree. I worked out more when I was in a relationship and now I just got lazy and would rather go to dinner with friends than to go the gym. No more...
2) The LA Fitness in Brookhaven finally opened and holy cow is it nice. Two stories of equipment, a really nice classroom, and tvs everywhere (including on the treadmills). Love it. AND this one has Zumba, which I did on Monday, and loved.
3) I got new shoes. Before when I was running my knees always always hurt. So I was complaining about it to my coworker and they sent me to Big Peach Running Co. to figure out what shoes would be best for the way I run. I did their lil test and found out the shoes I was wearing weren't helping support my knees because of the way that I run. So I am now the proud owner of some new shoes, HOT PINK SHOES! Now I'm going to want to workout everyday.
4) I also bought some cute workout attire. Working out in cotton is out, and cute workout tops are in. Besides if I feel good while working out, then I will continue to do it.
5) I also have more stamina now than before. I find it easier to run further and longer than I could before. I am still not 100% there, and struggle with the whole "just keep going and you'll be fine." I think that is a myth, but I am trying and my goal is to be able to do a 5K atleast once a week, if not more.
Today will make day 4 of Erin's workout regime and hopefully I will be able to stick with it. Maybe I should find a running partner (someone who is actually on my level of pathetic-ness. While the beach is in my sights now, I want to be able to keep this up so here goes nothing. :)
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
A good book can cure all things
Well, maybe not all things, but I find it very easy to get caught up in a book and let all the insignificant things in life just melt away. Recently (well since the beginning of the year) I've been reading so much (mostly because of travel, but still.) Last week I went on a book buying spree (dang you Amazon) and bought some I've been wanting to read, or have been recommended to me for reading.
First of all the book I'm most excited about, Nicholas Sparks has a new book coming out... in October. Why did I have to find out about this early? I love love love his books. So, because I couldn't wait, I preordered it. A good meaningless book will be welcomed after I read the other books I've ordered.
"Captivating", "Lady in Waiting" and Jaycee Dugard's "A Stolen Life" along with finishing "Heaven is for Real." I'll try to remember to review those on here, but all are going to be pretty heavy reads. I'm excited to see what is so great about them and get some good learning in. I hope I can make it through all of them considering I'm supposed to be studying....
About that, I remember now why I wanted out of school. Studying is not my forte, I've never been much of a studier and have to retrain myself to get with the program. This LSAT may kick my butt. But, to find a positive, I have decided I have a favorite section so maybe that will help me out. If nothing else, I plan to rock that section :)
In the meantime, if you have other books to help distract me, I mean read, let me know! I'm open to anything!
First of all the book I'm most excited about, Nicholas Sparks has a new book coming out... in October. Why did I have to find out about this early? I love love love his books. So, because I couldn't wait, I preordered it. A good meaningless book will be welcomed after I read the other books I've ordered.
"Captivating", "Lady in Waiting" and Jaycee Dugard's "A Stolen Life" along with finishing "Heaven is for Real." I'll try to remember to review those on here, but all are going to be pretty heavy reads. I'm excited to see what is so great about them and get some good learning in. I hope I can make it through all of them considering I'm supposed to be studying....
About that, I remember now why I wanted out of school. Studying is not my forte, I've never been much of a studier and have to retrain myself to get with the program. This LSAT may kick my butt. But, to find a positive, I have decided I have a favorite section so maybe that will help me out. If nothing else, I plan to rock that section :)
In the meantime, if you have other books to help distract me, I mean read, let me know! I'm open to anything!
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Life Lessons
Sometimes I wish I could get into the brain of God. Why does he do some of the things he does the way he does them? What is his thought process?
I'm in the midst of a test I think. This is the hardest test I've taken by far. And what is scary is it is the most important test I've ever taken.
He's allowing me the freedom to make choices and either follow his plan or follow my own. Of course, this is the basic life of any christian, but right now I feel like it is amplified way beyond anything I have ever experienced. I keep saying I want to follow his plan, and I do, so now he is asking me to do just that. Except now I have a dilemma, I don't know what he wants. Maybe that is the point, maybe his goal is for me to practice patience and be willing to listen. Maybe he will tell me in time and all the situations I'm being put in are just steps in the process of his plan. Maybe Satan is behind some of this. Life is definitely a journey through the unknown.
I'm listening, waiting, and praying. May his will be done and not my own.
I'm in the midst of a test I think. This is the hardest test I've taken by far. And what is scary is it is the most important test I've ever taken.
He's allowing me the freedom to make choices and either follow his plan or follow my own. Of course, this is the basic life of any christian, but right now I feel like it is amplified way beyond anything I have ever experienced. I keep saying I want to follow his plan, and I do, so now he is asking me to do just that. Except now I have a dilemma, I don't know what he wants. Maybe that is the point, maybe his goal is for me to practice patience and be willing to listen. Maybe he will tell me in time and all the situations I'm being put in are just steps in the process of his plan. Maybe Satan is behind some of this. Life is definitely a journey through the unknown.
I'm listening, waiting, and praying. May his will be done and not my own.
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Weekend Warrior
I live for the weekends at this point. Work has been, well less than satisfactory lately. I think I'm just in a funk about it. I really do like my job, but sometimes it is exhausting. When you think you are caught up, you aren't. I just need to reorganize some things and get my priorities straight, that will definitely help. Oh and get back to to-do lists, that will help too.
On that note, my memory is legitamitely awful lately. I cannot remember anything. I've never had this problem before. If you have a remedy, please let me know. It's pathetic.
This weekend was such a good weekend (other than FriDAY). My soon-to-be cousin-in-law lost her mother last week so my family went in support of Elizabeth and the family. If you know me, you know I hate anything death related (yes I know most people do), but the whole concept of funerals and cemeteries completely freaks me out. I hate them. But this service was not like a normal funeral. The man who spoke had such great things to say about Elizabeth's mom and actually got a laugh or two from the people there to mourn. Seeing Elizabeth was by far the hardest thing. I cannot imagine what she is going through and hope I don't have to know that feeling for a very very very very long (times infinity) time.
After the service, we had some family shopping time. My grandmother, Mom and I went all over looking for random stuff my mom needed. I, or course, found more clothes (which I did not need). Friday night I got to see Katie and Elizabeth (LOVE THEM!) We went to this bar near Summit called The Black Market. I really liked it, and loved getting to meet some new people and catch up with my girlies! The late night buffalo chicken fingers were a highlight too :). Oh and we cant forget about the girl in the tube top with her bra all sorts of out (think What Not To Wear bad).
Saturday I left the couch very infrequently, but did manage to get dressed later that night and hit the town again with Katie. Such a good time. Met more people, some more interesting than others, but it was so fun.
Big news in my life...... I am going skydiving on Sunday!!!!! AHHH so excited, so scared. I'll be sure to update you on that.
On that note, my memory is legitamitely awful lately. I cannot remember anything. I've never had this problem before. If you have a remedy, please let me know. It's pathetic.
This weekend was such a good weekend (other than FriDAY). My soon-to-be cousin-in-law lost her mother last week so my family went in support of Elizabeth and the family. If you know me, you know I hate anything death related (yes I know most people do), but the whole concept of funerals and cemeteries completely freaks me out. I hate them. But this service was not like a normal funeral. The man who spoke had such great things to say about Elizabeth's mom and actually got a laugh or two from the people there to mourn. Seeing Elizabeth was by far the hardest thing. I cannot imagine what she is going through and hope I don't have to know that feeling for a very very very very long (times infinity) time.
After the service, we had some family shopping time. My grandmother, Mom and I went all over looking for random stuff my mom needed. I, or course, found more clothes (which I did not need). Friday night I got to see Katie and Elizabeth (LOVE THEM!) We went to this bar near Summit called The Black Market. I really liked it, and loved getting to meet some new people and catch up with my girlies! The late night buffalo chicken fingers were a highlight too :). Oh and we cant forget about the girl in the tube top with her bra all sorts of out (think What Not To Wear bad).
Saturday I left the couch very infrequently, but did manage to get dressed later that night and hit the town again with Katie. Such a good time. Met more people, some more interesting than others, but it was so fun.
Big news in my life...... I am going skydiving on Sunday!!!!! AHHH so excited, so scared. I'll be sure to update you on that.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
10 things I love
1) Auburn: I love everything Auburn, the town, football, everything. I had such a wonderful time at home last weekend, I didn't want to leave and I want to go back like yesterday.
2) Ending Phone Tag: Elizabeth and I have been playing phone tag for literally 2 months. We finally ended it this weekend (but not before a voicemail that had me laughing for a while) and I was so excited to talk to her!
3) Blogs: I love reading people's blogs. It keeps me updated on life, gives good ideas, and some are just mindless and fun.
4) Meeting new people: Young or old, I just love to meet new people.
5) The moment I get home: My sweet pup is always there to greet me and it's like she thought I was never coming home. I just love how excited she is.
6)The Beach: Any beach, any time, I just love it
7)Taqueria Del Sol: Only my most favorite place in Atlanta.
8)Random texts/emails: sometimes they are funny, sometimes they are unexpected, sometimes they are just saying hi. I just love it.
9)My coworkers (well Laura and Courtney most specifically) They make me laugh every single day. They keep me sane.
10)Breakfast for dinner: Always a good choice and always delicious!
2) Ending Phone Tag: Elizabeth and I have been playing phone tag for literally 2 months. We finally ended it this weekend (but not before a voicemail that had me laughing for a while) and I was so excited to talk to her!
3) Blogs: I love reading people's blogs. It keeps me updated on life, gives good ideas, and some are just mindless and fun.
4) Meeting new people: Young or old, I just love to meet new people.
5) The moment I get home: My sweet pup is always there to greet me and it's like she thought I was never coming home. I just love how excited she is.
6)The Beach: Any beach, any time, I just love it
7)Taqueria Del Sol: Only my most favorite place in Atlanta.
8)Random texts/emails: sometimes they are funny, sometimes they are unexpected, sometimes they are just saying hi. I just love it.
9)My coworkers (well Laura and Courtney most specifically) They make me laugh every single day. They keep me sane.
10)Breakfast for dinner: Always a good choice and always delicious!
Monday, July 25, 2011
I am Shadow
Remember these guys?
You know at the end of the movie "Homeward Bound" when the two dogs (Chance and Shadow) and the cat (Sassy) are going through the train tracks/train station and Shadow breaks a board and falls into a mudpit? For a good few minutes of the movie Shadow tries and tries and tries to get out of that hole and he just keeps sliding down. His friends(Chance and Sassy) try to help and it just doesn't seem to work.
I am Shadow. I'm at a point in my life with all the stuff going on (stress of work, relationships, life in general) that I have fallen to the bottom of this ugly gross mudpit. I'm covered in mud and struggling to get back out. My friends and family (yes you all are Chance and Sassy) are working so hard to help me out and slowly they get me to a point then I let something else let me slide back down.
I'm annoyed. I'm irritated. I find my mood slipping and my temper raising. My patience is thin and my overall outlook isn't always great. Sounds depressing right? Who wants to be stuck in a mudpit? Who wants to go through all the stuff life throws at you?
Don't worry the story doesn't stop there. Back in the movie, Shadow tells his sweet friends to leave him and go home, and at first you think that they might. The movie cuts away to the family, trying to move on without the dogs, and then Chance and Sassy come over the hill. Everyone is so excited. After some time passes, and everyone thinks that Shadow gave up, here he comes limping over the hill, covered in mud, and looking so tired.
The point of the story is there are times that I feel like giving up and I feel like just sitting in the bottom of the mudpit for a while, but I can't do it. I have to work to get out of the mudpit and regardless of how dirty and battered and tired I may be when I emerge, I will be fine.
I love that I just compared myself to a dog, btw. That in itself gave me a little foot hold in this mud pit I'm stuck in. Just taking situations day by day, work day by day, studying day by day, and just living day by day.
For those of you living under a rock, below are the scenes I was talking about.
I promise my life is not as sad as it sounds here, I'm just really stressed and letting it out on my poor little blog. Writing always helps me.
You know at the end of the movie "Homeward Bound" when the two dogs (Chance and Shadow) and the cat (Sassy) are going through the train tracks/train station and Shadow breaks a board and falls into a mudpit? For a good few minutes of the movie Shadow tries and tries and tries to get out of that hole and he just keeps sliding down. His friends(Chance and Sassy) try to help and it just doesn't seem to work.
I am Shadow. I'm at a point in my life with all the stuff going on (stress of work, relationships, life in general) that I have fallen to the bottom of this ugly gross mudpit. I'm covered in mud and struggling to get back out. My friends and family (yes you all are Chance and Sassy) are working so hard to help me out and slowly they get me to a point then I let something else let me slide back down.
I'm annoyed. I'm irritated. I find my mood slipping and my temper raising. My patience is thin and my overall outlook isn't always great. Sounds depressing right? Who wants to be stuck in a mudpit? Who wants to go through all the stuff life throws at you?
Don't worry the story doesn't stop there. Back in the movie, Shadow tells his sweet friends to leave him and go home, and at first you think that they might. The movie cuts away to the family, trying to move on without the dogs, and then Chance and Sassy come over the hill. Everyone is so excited. After some time passes, and everyone thinks that Shadow gave up, here he comes limping over the hill, covered in mud, and looking so tired.
The point of the story is there are times that I feel like giving up and I feel like just sitting in the bottom of the mudpit for a while, but I can't do it. I have to work to get out of the mudpit and regardless of how dirty and battered and tired I may be when I emerge, I will be fine.
I love that I just compared myself to a dog, btw. That in itself gave me a little foot hold in this mud pit I'm stuck in. Just taking situations day by day, work day by day, studying day by day, and just living day by day.
For those of you living under a rock, below are the scenes I was talking about.
I promise my life is not as sad as it sounds here, I'm just really stressed and letting it out on my poor little blog. Writing always helps me.
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Jeremiah 29:11
Well, travel pretty much sums up my life since Independence Day. I spent 4 days at the beach and returned home only to leave for another 4 days to go to Washington (for work). Work isnt exciting so lets talk beach.
I love Hilton Head, such a pretty place and so fun. My friend Leigh actually has a place on Daufuskie Island, a little island town near Hilton Head. This is the most charming place I have been in a long long time. There are very few cars (I didnt see a single one the whole time we were there) and everyone rides around on golf carts. There is wildlife everywhere (including these giant squirrel things that we lovingly called squir-coons). Deer there are not afraid of people and just roam around, not bothering anyone. The beach was so peaceful, lowkey, and had very few people on it. I just love it there. We were all there to celebrate Leigh turning 25, which of course we did in style. We made out way over to Hilton Head and spent a long long night out celebrating, even making friends with a bachelor party (another story for another day). It was amazing, and definitely a needed vacation.
My friends Jessica and Amanda were in town last weekend (Jess lives in Maryland, and Manda in Mobile). We had an amazing time just catching up and having a drink or two. I just love these girls. Sadly they weren't here long and I already miss them. Jess is most likely moving back to the South (close to Atlanta) soon so now all I need to do is convince Amanda to head back north a little bit. (She won't, I already tried).
This weekend I am going home, I've really missed it lately and I just want to spend the weekend with my parents and chill out for a little while. Life can get so busy and I just want to have nothing to do for an entire weekend. Cannot wait.
In other news, life is going ok. Enjoying the time I have with friends and getting a lot of things done. Reading a lot (currently reading "Heaven is for real"). Learning a lot about myself. But, I still have those days where I wonder why I can't seem to shake some of the feelings that I have. When will I not wonder about what is to come? I know it takes time and I will surely be ok, but there are days that I wonder when? So I pray and pray and trust that his plans are bigger than mine. His plans are better than mine.
I love Hilton Head, such a pretty place and so fun. My friend Leigh actually has a place on Daufuskie Island, a little island town near Hilton Head. This is the most charming place I have been in a long long time. There are very few cars (I didnt see a single one the whole time we were there) and everyone rides around on golf carts. There is wildlife everywhere (including these giant squirrel things that we lovingly called squir-coons). Deer there are not afraid of people and just roam around, not bothering anyone. The beach was so peaceful, lowkey, and had very few people on it. I just love it there. We were all there to celebrate Leigh turning 25, which of course we did in style. We made out way over to Hilton Head and spent a long long night out celebrating, even making friends with a bachelor party (another story for another day). It was amazing, and definitely a needed vacation.
My friends Jessica and Amanda were in town last weekend (Jess lives in Maryland, and Manda in Mobile). We had an amazing time just catching up and having a drink or two. I just love these girls. Sadly they weren't here long and I already miss them. Jess is most likely moving back to the South (close to Atlanta) soon so now all I need to do is convince Amanda to head back north a little bit. (She won't, I already tried).
This weekend I am going home, I've really missed it lately and I just want to spend the weekend with my parents and chill out for a little while. Life can get so busy and I just want to have nothing to do for an entire weekend. Cannot wait.
In other news, life is going ok. Enjoying the time I have with friends and getting a lot of things done. Reading a lot (currently reading "Heaven is for real"). Learning a lot about myself. But, I still have those days where I wonder why I can't seem to shake some of the feelings that I have. When will I not wonder about what is to come? I know it takes time and I will surely be ok, but there are days that I wonder when? So I pray and pray and trust that his plans are bigger than mine. His plans are better than mine.
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Independence Day weekend 2011
Another weekend gone and another work week started... I'm so tired right now I can barely concentrate enough to type this out. It was a long long successful amazingly fun weekend.
My cousin's wedding was absolutely beautiful. She was such a gorgeous bride. I was so blessed to be a part of her day and help her celebrate one of the biggest days of her life. I love weddings, I love being a part of weddings and I love celebrating the love of two people. I've been a bridesmaid quite a few times now and it just never gets old to me. Each wedding has been so different, each bride beautiful, each friendship special in its own way. I cannot believe that my cousin is married though. (This is the part of weddings that actually takes a while to settle in.) I cannot wait to see what God has planned for Natalie and Will. If he blesses them half as much as he has blessed my other married friends, they have a life full of happiness and love ahead.
The rest of my weekend was spent in Auburn with some friends from highschool and my family. Amanda was in town so I got to spend some quality friend time with her. She's the best. We hung out with some guy friends of ours and had such a great time. I haven't laughed so much in a long time. It was great, but exhausting. I did not get out of my pajamas one time yesterday, I didnt even have the strength/desire to drive home so that left me driving extra early this morning. I'm tired and the only thing getting me through the day right now is the thought of getting home, laying in bed, and sleeping.
I hope I get rested up fast because this weekend I'm on the road again, this time to the beach... (yes AGAIN). I'm excited and need my energy back asap.
I hope you all had a wonderful Independence Day and took some time to celebrate our independence and be thankful for the country we live in. I know I'm so thankful for all the men and women who have fought, are fighting, and will fight to continue our freedom. We are all so blessed.
My cousin's wedding was absolutely beautiful. She was such a gorgeous bride. I was so blessed to be a part of her day and help her celebrate one of the biggest days of her life. I love weddings, I love being a part of weddings and I love celebrating the love of two people. I've been a bridesmaid quite a few times now and it just never gets old to me. Each wedding has been so different, each bride beautiful, each friendship special in its own way. I cannot believe that my cousin is married though. (This is the part of weddings that actually takes a while to settle in.) I cannot wait to see what God has planned for Natalie and Will. If he blesses them half as much as he has blessed my other married friends, they have a life full of happiness and love ahead.
The rest of my weekend was spent in Auburn with some friends from highschool and my family. Amanda was in town so I got to spend some quality friend time with her. She's the best. We hung out with some guy friends of ours and had such a great time. I haven't laughed so much in a long time. It was great, but exhausting. I did not get out of my pajamas one time yesterday, I didnt even have the strength/desire to drive home so that left me driving extra early this morning. I'm tired and the only thing getting me through the day right now is the thought of getting home, laying in bed, and sleeping.
I hope I get rested up fast because this weekend I'm on the road again, this time to the beach... (yes AGAIN). I'm excited and need my energy back asap.
I hope you all had a wonderful Independence Day and took some time to celebrate our independence and be thankful for the country we live in. I know I'm so thankful for all the men and women who have fought, are fighting, and will fight to continue our freedom. We are all so blessed.
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Wedding Bells are Ringing
My cousin is getting married this weekend!
So excited to see my family and spend some much needed time with them.
I am so excited for Natalie and Will! Congratulations on your soon-to-be marriage! I am so happy to be a part of your big day!
So excited to see my family and spend some much needed time with them.
I am so excited for Natalie and Will! Congratulations on your soon-to-be marriage! I am so happy to be a part of your big day!
My heart is full
This past week, I have had a full heart. A heart that is exploding with the love of those around me. A heart that smiles knowing my future is going to be a good one. What's fun though, is my heart just keeps expanding to let more and more in.
I cannot believe how much of a change I have taken in just one month. Has it really already been a month? I'm back to being 100% myself, 100% independent and 100% (usually) confident (hey, we all have our weak moments.) I credit this to no one other than God. He has worked in me, worked in others to help me, and most importantly guided me in the direction I should be heading. I feel like I was just lost for a little while, wandering around aimlessly, completely ignoring his guidance (he always wins, btw), and pretending I didn't hear him. He has been working in my heart for longer than I knew and because of that I am able to feel so... refreshed (I guess that is a good word for it).
For the record, I do not have regrets. I loved my life a month ago, 6 months ago, 1 year ago, but I am happy to say that it's because of those times that I am able to be where I am now and those times will stay with me forever.
I am so excited to see where I will be a year from now. Will I still be in Atlanta (probably)? Will I have passed the LSAT with a high enough score to get into law school? Will I be prepping to begin school again (thinking about it makes me dread the study hours... positive thoughts Erin.) Will I be in a relationship? (now that would be a shock to me for sure.) Will I have found my niche? Will Taylor and I be master photographers (my friend Taylor is going to take the class with me!). Will I find a place to sing again? Will I still be blogging?
I'm excited about the future, and for the first time in a long time I am not inserting my plan into his and trying to make them coexist.
I cannot believe how much of a change I have taken in just one month. Has it really already been a month? I'm back to being 100% myself, 100% independent and 100% (usually) confident (hey, we all have our weak moments.) I credit this to no one other than God. He has worked in me, worked in others to help me, and most importantly guided me in the direction I should be heading. I feel like I was just lost for a little while, wandering around aimlessly, completely ignoring his guidance (he always wins, btw), and pretending I didn't hear him. He has been working in my heart for longer than I knew and because of that I am able to feel so... refreshed (I guess that is a good word for it).
For the record, I do not have regrets. I loved my life a month ago, 6 months ago, 1 year ago, but I am happy to say that it's because of those times that I am able to be where I am now and those times will stay with me forever.
I am so excited to see where I will be a year from now. Will I still be in Atlanta (probably)? Will I have passed the LSAT with a high enough score to get into law school? Will I be prepping to begin school again (thinking about it makes me dread the study hours... positive thoughts Erin.) Will I be in a relationship? (now that would be a shock to me for sure.) Will I have found my niche? Will Taylor and I be master photographers (my friend Taylor is going to take the class with me!). Will I find a place to sing again? Will I still be blogging?
I'm excited about the future, and for the first time in a long time I am not inserting my plan into his and trying to make them coexist.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Accountable
Many of you are friends to me that I trust and really value your opinions so I thought I would ask you all for a little help. I have goals I want to achieve, some small, some big, some life changing, some life bettering. I want you to keep me accountable and make sure I keep a straight path and not just give up.
I just read an article, that really puts life as a 25(ish) year old into perspective. http://www.relevantmagazine.com/life/whole-life/features/25956-11-things-to-know-at-25ish If you are a 25(ish) year old, take a look at it, there is a little something in there for us all regardless of where we are in our lives.
So for my goals.
1) Remember about a post or two back I mentioned I have some life changes coming. Well I'm 98% sure I am going back to school. So in October or December I will be taking the LSAT and then will begin applying for schools. When I was younger, I said I always wanted to be a lawyer, and after my brother's graduation from law school, the bug bit me and I can't stop thinking about it. I'm excited to see how this process goes. Of course, my test score will be my final deciding factor, so right now studying for that and doing well is my goal.
2) Take a photography class. I love looking at photography and enjoy seeing what people can make out of a simple picture. I've wanted a nice camera for some time now, so my next big purchase will definitely be that.
3) Get my finances under some serious control. No i'm not in debt again, but I want to make sre I'm not wasting money and I'm never letting myself get on that edge again. I want to save more.
4) I've always been one to love to volunteer (I was president of Working Wildcats in middle school haha), but recently I've been so caught up in life that I haven't had time. I am thinking of doing the big brother big sister program. I still need to research it, considering my travel schedule may not be condusive, but if not that, I will find something.
5) I want to get into better shape. Maybe I should work out more than once a week (or month in some cases). I'm going to try for 3 times a week as a start. Hopefully this works out.
So for now those are 5 goals I am setting for myself. I have high expectations of myself, and hopefully you will keep me accountable. I will need a lot of help (especially on number 5 :))
I just read an article, that really puts life as a 25(ish) year old into perspective. http://www.relevantmagazine.com/life/whole-life/features/25956-11-things-to-know-at-25ish If you are a 25(ish) year old, take a look at it, there is a little something in there for us all regardless of where we are in our lives.
So for my goals.
1) Remember about a post or two back I mentioned I have some life changes coming. Well I'm 98% sure I am going back to school. So in October or December I will be taking the LSAT and then will begin applying for schools. When I was younger, I said I always wanted to be a lawyer, and after my brother's graduation from law school, the bug bit me and I can't stop thinking about it. I'm excited to see how this process goes. Of course, my test score will be my final deciding factor, so right now studying for that and doing well is my goal.
2) Take a photography class. I love looking at photography and enjoy seeing what people can make out of a simple picture. I've wanted a nice camera for some time now, so my next big purchase will definitely be that.
3) Get my finances under some serious control. No i'm not in debt again, but I want to make sre I'm not wasting money and I'm never letting myself get on that edge again. I want to save more.
4) I've always been one to love to volunteer (I was president of Working Wildcats in middle school haha), but recently I've been so caught up in life that I haven't had time. I am thinking of doing the big brother big sister program. I still need to research it, considering my travel schedule may not be condusive, but if not that, I will find something.
5) I want to get into better shape. Maybe I should work out more than once a week (or month in some cases). I'm going to try for 3 times a week as a start. Hopefully this works out.
So for now those are 5 goals I am setting for myself. I have high expectations of myself, and hopefully you will keep me accountable. I will need a lot of help (especially on number 5 :))
Monday, June 20, 2011
Boredom leads me to blogging
I am so bored right now. I'm in Arizona, not tired, not hungry, not interested in anything on tv, and bored. So now I blog, to update you on life.
I had the best weekend in Auburn last weekend. I really needed a weekend like this to turn my mood around and jump start me back to the person I am meant to be. I am back, in full force (ish). Scary isnt it :). I am so excited to see where my life is going.
But back to my weekend, my Auburn friends are amazing. To tell you the truth, a lot of the people I cherish so much now, were not great friends of mine in high school. Of course we were all social with eachother, but we never really got to know eachother in a friend way. They can really make me smile and laugh and just enjoy being. I love it.
Parker, the birthday boy had a great birthday party. We all enjoyed eachother and had so much fun. What I didn't realize at the time is that my friend is leaving Auburn until late August. He is going back to training for the Marines. He has already done one tour and missed it so he re-enlisted. He will be deployed next year sometime (I'm not allowed to talk to about it yet, I get too sad). He is such a great friend to me, so I am happy for his new adventure, but I worry about him.
I also enjoyed my time with my dad. He is amazing. It was nice to have the whole family to spend the day with him. I think he enjoyed himself so it was a successful trip. Oh and hopefully his REI giftcard will come in handy.
So Wednesday I was supposed to be going to a concert, NKOTBSB (New Kids on the Block Backstreet Boys) BUT then we looked at ticket prices. $60.00. $60.00 for a band who was popular 15 years ago. Are they serious? They are old now, not the young dancing hotties they used to be. No boys, keep your concert, I'll just jam out to your cd instead and look at pictures of you in your younger day.
Life is good. Unexpected changes in life can really be a blessing. Hearts mend, slowly but surely. I still am not sure what will happen as far as my love life is concerned, but right now, I'm not going to worry about it.
I had the best weekend in Auburn last weekend. I really needed a weekend like this to turn my mood around and jump start me back to the person I am meant to be. I am back, in full force (ish). Scary isnt it :). I am so excited to see where my life is going.
But back to my weekend, my Auburn friends are amazing. To tell you the truth, a lot of the people I cherish so much now, were not great friends of mine in high school. Of course we were all social with eachother, but we never really got to know eachother in a friend way. They can really make me smile and laugh and just enjoy being. I love it.
Parker, the birthday boy had a great birthday party. We all enjoyed eachother and had so much fun. What I didn't realize at the time is that my friend is leaving Auburn until late August. He is going back to training for the Marines. He has already done one tour and missed it so he re-enlisted. He will be deployed next year sometime (I'm not allowed to talk to about it yet, I get too sad). He is such a great friend to me, so I am happy for his new adventure, but I worry about him.
I also enjoyed my time with my dad. He is amazing. It was nice to have the whole family to spend the day with him. I think he enjoyed himself so it was a successful trip. Oh and hopefully his REI giftcard will come in handy.
So Wednesday I was supposed to be going to a concert, NKOTBSB (New Kids on the Block Backstreet Boys) BUT then we looked at ticket prices. $60.00. $60.00 for a band who was popular 15 years ago. Are they serious? They are old now, not the young dancing hotties they used to be. No boys, keep your concert, I'll just jam out to your cd instead and look at pictures of you in your younger day.
Life is good. Unexpected changes in life can really be a blessing. Hearts mend, slowly but surely. I still am not sure what will happen as far as my love life is concerned, but right now, I'm not going to worry about it.
Friday, June 17, 2011
A weekend of celebration
For those of you who are wondering, I'm still alive and kicking. Still sad somedays, but each day gets a little easier. I am so blessed by some many other things in my life, that I know things can only improve. It helps that I have friends and family who will help me through that process too. Taking everything day by day.
This weekend, I am excited to have some fun things to celebrate! My best guy friend, who I've known since highschool is having a birthday celebration on Saturday night. I am so excited to celebrate with him and be around people who always always make me smile. It should be a fun evening. Apparently it has turned into a theme party, but I will not be dressing up in boots, so I hope he doesnt mind :)!
In addition to that, I get to celebrate my Dad! He is such a great father so I'm excited to celebrate him for a whole weekend (although I definitely need to do this much more than just one weekend). The whole family is going to be in town this weekend so for the first time in a while, we will all be able to enjoy some time together. Daniel's coming in from B'ham tomorrow morning, Meegan (sis-in-law) comes in tonight, Sarah and I both are coming in from ATL tonight, and Caleb will be coming over on Sunday. Should be entertaining. If you have ever been with my entire family, you know it is always a fun experience.
In other news....
I'm in the process of making some life changes (nothing too major, just a different direction). I will definitely keep you all updated once I finally decide what I am going to do, but I can say I am really excited to see what is to come of my future. I'm happy to be finding myself again.
This weekend, I am excited to have some fun things to celebrate! My best guy friend, who I've known since highschool is having a birthday celebration on Saturday night. I am so excited to celebrate with him and be around people who always always make me smile. It should be a fun evening. Apparently it has turned into a theme party, but I will not be dressing up in boots, so I hope he doesnt mind :)!
In addition to that, I get to celebrate my Dad! He is such a great father so I'm excited to celebrate him for a whole weekend (although I definitely need to do this much more than just one weekend). The whole family is going to be in town this weekend so for the first time in a while, we will all be able to enjoy some time together. Daniel's coming in from B'ham tomorrow morning, Meegan (sis-in-law) comes in tonight, Sarah and I both are coming in from ATL tonight, and Caleb will be coming over on Sunday. Should be entertaining. If you have ever been with my entire family, you know it is always a fun experience.
In other news....
I'm in the process of making some life changes (nothing too major, just a different direction). I will definitely keep you all updated once I finally decide what I am going to do, but I can say I am really excited to see what is to come of my future. I'm happy to be finding myself again.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Changes
Well, quite a few things have happened since my last blog. Some good, some shocking, some sad, some I'm still coping with.
I am currently in Washington state traveling for work. While I am very busy, I am finding this a nice break from the reality of my life in Atlanta. When I return, I know things will be so different. I am returning to Atlanta for the first time in 2 years, with no man to go home to. I am now a single woman.
It's been a hard couple of days, I've definitely had bad days and days that I feel a little better. I've had days where I was numb, and days where I can't stop crying. I've smiled at past memories and yearned to go back to a few weeks ago. I'm hurting, I'm learning, I'm coping, I'm leaning on God.
Usually I would be the person who would want to surround myself with people to keep my mind off of things. But this time, it's been different. I want to be alone. I want to have some time to think for myself and just be. I want to not feel bad for having a breakdown, I want to be able to smile and not have people think that I'm all of a sudden ok.
Yes I am surviving, and yes every day passes and I realize that I made it and I'm getting a little bit stronger (I bet that country song just popped in your head). But I'm still broken. My heart still yearns to love and continue a relationship.
I know this is good for me right now, this is good for him right now, and most of all this is good for us right now. I dont know where my story goes from here, and I dont know if he will ever be a part of it again, but each day I go along working on myself and not worrying about what is to come.
There is a plan for my life, I just wish I could skip over this whole heartbroken phase. Life is hard and these experiences are a part of it. Just keep me in your prayers as I continue to grow and learn, pray that I keep my sights on God and that each day I feel a little less pain and a lot more love from those who are around me.
I am currently in Washington state traveling for work. While I am very busy, I am finding this a nice break from the reality of my life in Atlanta. When I return, I know things will be so different. I am returning to Atlanta for the first time in 2 years, with no man to go home to. I am now a single woman.
It's been a hard couple of days, I've definitely had bad days and days that I feel a little better. I've had days where I was numb, and days where I can't stop crying. I've smiled at past memories and yearned to go back to a few weeks ago. I'm hurting, I'm learning, I'm coping, I'm leaning on God.
Usually I would be the person who would want to surround myself with people to keep my mind off of things. But this time, it's been different. I want to be alone. I want to have some time to think for myself and just be. I want to not feel bad for having a breakdown, I want to be able to smile and not have people think that I'm all of a sudden ok.
Yes I am surviving, and yes every day passes and I realize that I made it and I'm getting a little bit stronger (I bet that country song just popped in your head). But I'm still broken. My heart still yearns to love and continue a relationship.
I know this is good for me right now, this is good for him right now, and most of all this is good for us right now. I dont know where my story goes from here, and I dont know if he will ever be a part of it again, but each day I go along working on myself and not worrying about what is to come.
There is a plan for my life, I just wish I could skip over this whole heartbroken phase. Life is hard and these experiences are a part of it. Just keep me in your prayers as I continue to grow and learn, pray that I keep my sights on God and that each day I feel a little less pain and a lot more love from those who are around me.
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Has my heart
Charleston was absolutely amazing. We arrived mid day Saturday (didn't exactly make my 5:00 am departure time). When we arrived we wandered around the city for a little while, taking in the atmosphere and enjoyed the beautiful weather. We went back to a restaurant we knew had a rooftop patio and hung out there for a little while as we waited to get the keys to the house we were going to be staying.
This house was so cute. It was a great size and accommodated everyone and everything perfectly. We actually were invited down to Charleston by a friend of ours and his family so we were grateful that we had our own room and space. The house was about 2blocks or so from Isle of Palm beach so it was absolutely perfect.
I learned a valuable lesson, my skin is not as resistant to sunburn as it used to be. Not wearing sunscreen the first day was probably not a great idea, but I didn't get too bad. We spent most of our days on the beach or playing tennis and just enjoyed being with friends and being away from home. I did learn to play bocce ball, which is actually a pretty fun beach game. I think I may invest in this for my next beach trip (JUNE 10, for my bestbud Manda's 24 birthday!!)
Monday was J and my 2 year anniversary. It was perfect. i didn't want to do anything crazy, just wanted to have some time that he and I could spend together alone, so we spent the day on the beach and then got ready for dinner. J did some research and found this really cute place Atlanticville. It was sooo good. I had duck for the first time and he had scallops (which i didn't hate). It was such an amazing dinner, if you are ever in that area I highly recommend it.
J and I then took a late night stroll on the beach. It was a perfect night. He has really been such a blessing to me these past two plus years. I am a very lucky girl and cant wait to see what is to come for us.
Now I'm preparing for a weekend of some downtime and then some trips for work and fun. I hope everyone has a safe and happy Memorial Day weekend!
This house was so cute. It was a great size and accommodated everyone and everything perfectly. We actually were invited down to Charleston by a friend of ours and his family so we were grateful that we had our own room and space. The house was about 2blocks or so from Isle of Palm beach so it was absolutely perfect.
I learned a valuable lesson, my skin is not as resistant to sunburn as it used to be. Not wearing sunscreen the first day was probably not a great idea, but I didn't get too bad. We spent most of our days on the beach or playing tennis and just enjoyed being with friends and being away from home. I did learn to play bocce ball, which is actually a pretty fun beach game. I think I may invest in this for my next beach trip (JUNE 10, for my bestbud Manda's 24 birthday!!)
Monday was J and my 2 year anniversary. It was perfect. i didn't want to do anything crazy, just wanted to have some time that he and I could spend together alone, so we spent the day on the beach and then got ready for dinner. J did some research and found this really cute place Atlanticville. It was sooo good. I had duck for the first time and he had scallops (which i didn't hate). It was such an amazing dinner, if you are ever in that area I highly recommend it.
J and I then took a late night stroll on the beach. It was a perfect night. He has really been such a blessing to me these past two plus years. I am a very lucky girl and cant wait to see what is to come for us.
Now I'm preparing for a weekend of some downtime and then some trips for work and fun. I hope everyone has a safe and happy Memorial Day weekend!
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